I tossed and turned all night, thinking about what I actually had done. I had nightmares upon nightmares about what could happen now. I mean, sure, we used protection, but that doesn't mean that a mistake couldn't happen. Anything could happen when you take risks like that.
"Love?," a husky voice rang in my ears. I turned over to see a pair of bright green eyes looking back at me. "Yes?," I asked. "Nightmares?," he replied. I shook my head, but then he used his sexiness against me. "Yes...," I sighed. "What about?," he asked.
I wasn't exactly having nightmares about Harry and I. I was having nightmares about what it would be like if something went wrong and I ended up pregnant? Then, I realized that Harry was still looking at me, waiting for an answer to his question.
"It was about us," I said. His face went from concerned to puzzled very quickly. "A nightmare about us?," he asked, almost as if he was hurt. "Not exactly," I said. "Then why are you lying?," he asked, now sitting up on the bed. "I wasn't lying," I said. He was getting angry, I could tell.
"What the hell Nik?!," Harry exclaimed. "Please don't yell," I said, tears streaming down my face. He wrapped his arms around my waist and comforted me. "I'm sorry," he whispered softly in my ear. "I had a dream that I was pregnant, and you left me," I said, another tear streaming down my face.
He wiped the tear from my cheek and turned my face so that I was staring directly into his green eyes. "I would never leave you," he said, "Especially if you were pregnant." I nodded my head and another tear streamed down my cheek.
"Why are you still crying?," he asked. "Because I don't feel well," I said. He hugged me tight. If I had a nightmare about being pregnant, then maybe I was pregnant.
**Flashback**
My mom and dad were screaming about something, so I went downstairs. I was only 6, so I couldn't understand everything, but this burned in my mind. "IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU, SHE WOULDN'T BE HERE," my dad screamed. Were they talking about me?
"HOW IS SHE MY FAULT!?," my mom screamed back. Yep, they were talking about me. My mom had me when she was 16, she was a teen mother, but my father stayed to help her with me. "THAT'S IT. I'M DONE," I heard my dad scream, followed by a slamming door.
**End of Flashback**
"Well, there's something I haven't told you," I began saying. "You can tell me anything," he said, wrapping his arms tighter around my waist. "When I was 6, my father abandoned me and my mother," I said, tears now pouring down my face.
Harry was speechless. "I-I didn't know," he said. "That's why I think that you will leave me," I said through the tears. "I would never do that to you, OR our child," he said, "I've always wanted to be a dad. With that, we just sat there in each other's arms for the remainder of the morning, talking about what it would be like if we started a family.
**4 MONTHS LATER**
Well, sure enough, I ended up being pregnant. After about a week of being late, I took a pregnancy test and it turned out being positive, but we don't know whether it's a boy or a girl yet. And Harry? Harry stayed with me and is still with me, along with my two best friends.
Zoey and Zayn are now together, surprising huh? And as for Lennox, her and Liam ended up together too. "Good morning, lovely," Harry said, wrapping his arms around my waist, "How's the kicker?" I smirked, "She's fine." I loved to bother him. He wants a boy really bad, but I have a feeling that it's a girl.
"I can't believe this," he said. "That I'm pregnant?," I asked softly, turning my body to face him. "No," he said, "I can't believe that you could love someone this much." He kissed my lips softly, then passionately, then softly again, then slowly pulling away.
He had to go to the studio with the rest of the guys, but I dozed off before saying goodbye. I tossed and turned, not because of a nightmare, but because Harry wasn't there to hold me. I turned to his side of the bed and saw a piece of paper with some writing on it.
It read:
Dear Nikki,
I know you were sleeping, so I didn't want to wake you, but this note is here for when you wake up. Well, where to begin? You have become the love of my life in a short 6 months. In 5 months time, we will be having a child in our arms, calling us mommy and daddy.
I don't know where this could possibly take us, but I know for one thing, we will always be together forever. I love you Nikki Malik, more than you will ever imagine. If you go out and don't come back until late, I can't sleep. I lay there worrying about your safety. If you fall asleep downstairs, I carry you up, so that you could sleep peacefully.
We are inseperable and that's exactly what I love about us. I cannot wait until that child is here, so that I could show it what kind of girl he should marry and have children with, a woman just like his mother. You are the most kind, energetic, sweet, caregiving person I have ever met.
Nikki Malik, I love you with all of my heart and forever will.
Much Love,
Harry Styles xx
I had tears streaming down my face, Haz always knew what to do in a time like this.
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