Saeran x Reader Lemon

Part 1

As my eyes open to a room lit only by moonlight, I instantly sat upright observing my surroundings. The plain wooden walls and scent of clean cedar trees lifted my anxiety and replace it with relief. It's hard to believe that only a few short hours ago I escaped from that hell disguised as paradise and was brought here by the love of my life. As I look to my side upon Saeran sleeping beside me, memories of the evening came flooding back. Convincing him to put down his work and get some much deserved sleep was like pulling teeth. I peered over his shoulder, expecting to see his peaceful face. Instead I was shocked to see something completely different. Beads of sweat dripped down his pale skin and his brow was furrowed in discomfort. Without thinking, I gently shook his shoulder in an attempt to wake him from his bad dream. Almost instantly, Saeran shot up with heavy breathing and panic in his eyes. "Saeran, it's ok. We're far away from Mint Eye and we're safe here" I said in a reassuring voice, trying to comfort the scared boy. Once Saeran's anxious eyes met my calm ones he began to calm down. Saeran swung his legs over the side of the bed and held his head in his hands, trying to focus on resetting his breathing. Unsure of what else I could do, I sat next to him and rubbed his back. Eventually Saeran looked up to face me, his eyes filled with exhaustion and disappointment. "I'm sorry you had to see that (y/n). It's been a while since I had a nightmare that bad" he apologized, the shock clear on his face. "There's nothing to be sorry about Saeran. Really, I'm just amazed that you've grown so much" I said in a gentle tone as a guided his head to rest on my shoulder. Saeran smiled at the touch and closed his eyes in content. "I don't know what I would do without you (y/n). I'm so happy when I'm close to you like this" he said softly. I hummed in response as I began to brush my hands in his fluffy hair. We sat silently for a moment, just enjoying the fresh forest air and eachothers company. "You know, this dream was different from the ones I've had in the past" Saeran finally spoke up "but it was the most terrifying one of all." "Was your dream...about your past?" I asked, choosing my words carefully. "No, not this time" Saeran took a deep breath before he continued "this time was about the future. I dreamt that something went wrong during the broadcast tomorrow, and my father killed Saeyoung. But he didn't stop there. After that he went after ZEN, and Jumin, and Jaehee, and Yoosung, and V. Finally he went after us and I couldn't protect you." Saeran eyes swelled up with tears as his breathing quickened again. In a desperate attempt to calm him down, I grasped Saeran's face in my hands and lifted it to meet my eyes. "Saeran, you're not going into this alone. You have to whole RFA by your side and we'll never let anything like that happen. I believe in you Saeran" I said while trying my best to reassure him. A small smile grew on Saeran's face as he reach out to caress your cheek. "Thank you for always being by my side (y/n). I want to be someone who can protect you, but I guess I have some more work to do" Saeran giggled. His laughter was the most beautiful thing I've ever heard, especially when it was filled with kindness instead of malicious intent. Only seconds went by before Saeran's face returned to it's serious form. "(y/n)" Saeran whispered "I love you more than anything in the world. Nothing can compare to the way I feel when I'm around you. I can't help but get excited when I think about our future together. I love you." Saeran gently pulled you forward into an innocent kiss. I slowly moved my lips against his, knowing Saeran's inexperience and not wanting him to get overwhelmed. To my surprise, Saeran began to deepen the kiss, not that I was complaining. Each action seemed to have more passion than the last and I could feel the heat begin to rise to my cheeks. Just before I was about to break for air, Saeran jumped back a foot, leaving me confused and also concerned. Saeran's pale cheeks were flush red and he tried his best to avoid looking me in the eyes. "I-I think that's enough for t-today. I sh-shouldn't have done that without asking your permission" he stammered before attempting to leave the room. I quickly grasped his wrist to stop him in his tracks. He didn't resist, just remained still. "Saeran, what's wrong? I'm sorry if I made you nervous but we should talk about this so I don't make this same mistake" I said remorsefully. At this, Saeran turned to me with a guilty look in his eyes. "It's not your fault (y/n). I'm to blame. I got too invested in my emotions, I forgot that only days ago my other self harmed you without mercy" Saeran sighed. Now seeing the situation clearly, I placed my arms around his neck. "I know you what to be extra cautious, but I actually really liked where that was going" I said feeling my blush return. Saeran's eyes lit up with surprise at your words. "But don't you think this is not an appropriate time for... those kinds of things?" Saeran said, getting even redder than before. "Like I said before, we have nothing to worry about. The intelligence unit was the situation covered. Also, when this whole thing with your father succeeds, your going to have a lot of people wanting to talk to you. So this might be our last night with absolute privacy" I whispered in his ear. A lustful look came across Saeran's face as I places a few gentle kisses on his neck. "Wait (y/n)" Saeran interrupted "I'm sure it's not hard to see, but I've never done this before." "Yeah, I thought so. But to be honest, neither have I. So guess this will be a special night for both of use" I replied, trying my best to hide my own nervousness. The last thing I wanted was to make Saeran more worried than he already is. "In that case, (y/n)" Saeran whispered seductively in my ear, sending shivers down my spine "Can I prove how much you mean to me?"