My friends all say (Zanna, Allie, and Melody) that he likes me but I just don't really think so? That's the whole reason why I titled this story/book that. And, plus that's one of my favorite Fall Out Boy lyrics. Anyways, I just don't think he does. It would be really awesome if he did, but I just don't think so.
'Why Danielle?'- you may ask. 'Why would you put yourself through that kind of inconciderate self-deniable state? The fuck is wrong with you?' Well I'll tell you, lovely (and kinda rude) reader. THE AGE DIFFERCE AND THE FACT THAT HE ONLY SEES ME AS A FRIEND. (You will probably say something like, 'You mean friend zone???' but the friend zone does not exist you uncultured turd-fart. And if you think it does then just- wHY???) I am afraid of asking him if he does like me or if we would like to hang out sometime becuase I am absolutely terrified of being rejected. But, this is how I would want the convo to go like if I would ask him to hang out, if I got conifdence to ask him.
Me: Hey James, so I think that you're a pretty rad dude, yanno.
Him: Haha thanks! You're pretty rad too, Danielle.
Me: Yeah, so I was wondering if you would like to, maybe, hang out some time?
Him: Of course! That sounds great. If you're free tomorrow then I'm all for it.
Me: Okay! Let's meet up at th-
Okay, okay you get the idea. But I'm afraid that if I ask him to hang out then he'll say something like "no thanks" or "I'm busy. I can't ever." And I think if he said that to me I would be really sad. Like the, "Hello darkness, my old friend" kind of sad. And I'm really sick of being so lonely and sad all the time.
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I Only Waste My Time Dreaming of You
Teen FictionJust a little insight story of my situation with my crush. May or may not be one of those journal types of books, like idk yet.
