I'm not even sure where to begin... Everything that had happened to me in the past had returned back to my mind like as if I was quickly reminded that as much as I wanted to just talk, or to even cry I wouldn't dare do that.
I couldn't talk, cry, or just even let out a small noise, if I did do so, everything that happened to me would strike at me and I didn't have the strength to go through the pain for a second time, for I knew that if I did, it would hurt more than it did the first time when I actually had someone by my side.
Things would be worse if that did happen at a moment like this, if you're wondering why I'm saying at this moment specifically is because I'm alone and I have been ever since sophomore year.
There have been many occasions where I almost talked. I said almost but I was lucky enough to get out of those terrible positions.
Most people think that I was raped and that's why I'm the way I am but I wasn't. What happened was something that was worse for me. It was something that made me the "ridiculous freak" I am today or so people say.
Am I a ridiculous freak for going through what I went through without having a clue about what had happened for a short period of time? Am I a ridiculous freak for actually wanting to keep my profile low? Most importantly, am I a freak for staying mute?
°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°Yes, I know this chapter is terrifyingly short and I'm sorry for that BUT it will get better in the next few chapters as I go on about this girls life. I know you guys are probably dying to know what happened to her and why she is the way she is but you'll find out sooner or later, hopefully sooner since I don't really have a plan for this book at all but we can manage throughout the book.
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Mute
RomanceHe was the type of guy who didn't give up when it came to something he really wanted. Meanwhile, she was the type to never speak her opinion or just not talk at all. He intrigued her even when she wanted nothing to do with him. What happens when he...