I'M SO SORRY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN A WHILE IVE JUST BEEN REALLY BUSY AND STUFF.
Thinking of changing the name of the book, what do you guys think?
in this there will be an a P.O.V change, just saying. I'm dedicating this to @sheriinreverse
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ANDY'S POV
Two whole hours. That's how long we've been waiting for information on how Jade is. Two beaming hours! Do you know how horrible it is not being able to help the one you love? It's awful knowing she's in there and I can't see her. Be with her. Comfort her and tell her that it's all going to be okay.
Mkayla, Alex nd Matty went back to the bus a few hours ago to get everything ready for a surprise birthday party. It must suck to be in hospital on your 18th, I feel quite sorry for her.
The plain white walls make me feel claustrophobic and the chatter of the waiting room adds to my nervousness and anxiety. It's going to be okay. It's going to be okay. Maybe if I continue to say that to myself, I'll start to believe it. You know how it is, everyone knows how it is. When a loved one is in trouble, you assume the worst pretty much every time. I pace the room, my heavy boots creating an echo on the newly cleaned floor.
How long does it seriously take? I'm sure they do this on purpose so that people start to worry about things. I mean, surly it can't take eight hours to check that somebody is breathing properly again and quickly check their health before letting them go home. Any other doctor would have done it in one, I've seen the hospital shows while channel flicking at home when I'm bored at home. Every time a doctor arrives, I get high hopes only for that faith to then be crushed when they go to another family. I guess some are just lucky.
Another five minutes and still no news on her situation. The rest of us that are here go over to the canteen o get something to eat. 'We've got to look after our health at the very least.' Well, that's what Alex said to us. I sit at the table while everyone else goes up to get something to eat - if I'm honest, I'm not really that hungry. Health. Now Alex has me thinking. Health is one thing we all take for granted way too often, mental and physical. Mental health, that's another thing that gets me wondering...
Could Jade have depression? I mean, there are times where she doesn't eat anything all day even when I try to spoon feed her, and there are nights she doesn't sleep a wink. We've all noticed how when her family is brought up - especially her father - she wears a long sleeve t-shirt the next day, that's why he barely get's spoke about anymore. I've never mentioned this to her, or anyone for that matter, just in case I'm wrong, but I'm sure I've seen scares on her stomach and upper legs. I only hope I'm wrong, just I don't think they were done by her dad at all.
I excuse myself after everyone has come back and go to the bathroom, splashing water on my face to cool me down. I'm being stupid. She'd tell me if she felt like that right? Wouldn't she tell me if she was self harming? She knows I'm here for her no matter what, if she needs a shoulder to cry on, a shoulder to cry on she may have.
My phone vibrates in my pocket and I reach to take it out.
JADE'S POV
The car rides really odd. Everyone keeps looking at me, then at each other before checking their phones. Confused and puzzled -but not wanting to interfere- I turn on the CD player in the car. Steel Panther: Death To All But Metal blares out at a high volume. Automatically, I sing along. This song is my jam! I can't think of the number of times me and Chris have jammed out to this song in the car. I think the others are getting tiresome of it cos only me and Chris are singing.
