Surat Cinta

10pm thoughts

They said "beauty is pain".
Suddenly, it's acrossing to my mind. When i'm about to sleep. Right when i put my night cream on. Then after i finnish with my skincare, i grab my water bottle and fill it with warm water. Because i am right now in the middle of mountain (Batu,Jawa Timur) which is extremly cold. And now i'm sitting in my bed typing this shit which i don't know what am i going to write. Like, i just write everything what is in my mind in english.

I was thinking, (right when i put my skincare on) it's 22.47 Indonesia west time. Why can't i just miss the "put my skincare" part and just go to sleep? Like, why every woman bother to put their skincare on?

But then i was thinking again. "If we're not put our skincare routine, maybe we're not gonna have this beautiful clear skin or etc. But it depends on your type of skin tho.."
I don't know shit about skincare but why do i bother to write this down and this is completely a nonsense writing about what i'm thinking. But it's just me thinking i wish i can go back to be a child where i don't have to worry if i forgot to put my skincare on.