My Master Mr.Bieber

Chapter 28: I Need Her

•Justin Pov• (Omg yay)

These few days that I haven't spoken to Sasha has been killing me.

She avoids being near me, looking at me and being in the same room as me.

I hate it.

I feel so lonely.

It's been so long since I last kissed her, touched her and got a smile from her.

With her ignoring me I can't think straight and do my work like I'm supposed to even my Beliebers have started to notice something.

I'm trying my best to keep focus but Sasha always pops into my mind.

"Justin."

I just don't know what to do, I don't doubt the fact she might hate me for what I've done to Blu plus the fact of hitting her in Clearwater.

"Justin!"

"Huh?" I look up at Kahlil, Za, Alfredo and an angry Ariana, "What?"

"What my ass! I want to know why the fuck you do such a stupid thing to Blu knowing how much Sash loves her! And what's this I hear of you hitting her?! And-" Ariana shouts but Alfredo shuts her up.

"Ari go cool of somewhere yelling at him won't do anything." He leads her to the door.

She huffs before stomping out.

"Yo, Justin why you did it?" Za sits in the chair in front of my office desk and put his feet on my desk.

I moved his feet and sighed, "I don't know. I wasn't thinking straight and ended up doing something stupid."

"You really need to control your anger. You can't keep fucking up like this." Kahlil says sitting in the chair next to Za.

"You already know Selena got the beating threats on you." Alfredo sighs standing by the door.

"Yeah, know. I really need help but that shit is just too damn annoying, I tried it once and punched the shit out of the instructor." I put my head on my desk.

A knock at the door made us look up.

Alfredo opened the door to Miley, "Za can you go find Blu. Sash said she ran out of her room when she went to get some cat food."

"Alright." Za stood up and left.

Why does Blu hang with Za mostly?

Miley sits in Za's seat, "You need to hurry up and make up."

"I tried. She doesn't want to speak to me." I groan.

Kahlil pats my back, "Things will work out soon."

I glare at him, "You were just telling me how I fucked up now you want to cheer me up?"

He grins, "At least I'm helping."

Alfredo rolls his eyes, "Anyways dinners ready soon, and don't miss out, you have to come to the dinning room."

"Why?"

"Just come." Kahlil stands then looks grossed out, "That sounded wrong."

"Whatever, I'll be there." I tell them as they leave, although Miley stays just staring at me, "What?"

"Oh nothing just imagining all the ways to beat you to a pulp." Her stare turns into a glare.

I roll my eyes, "Yeah, yeah, a lot of people in this house wants to do that."

"Do you know what originally happened to Blu to have her eye patched?" She ask standing up.

"No." I shake my head.

"She was cut by her previous owner by a knife, luckily it didn't cut into her eye just cut the eyelid in two, and wanna know what's funny about it? She was also  almost drowned to death by the man for just being there." Her voice angry yet sarcastic.

"Wait, how do you know this?" I ask looking at her confused.

"I had people walk around town looking to see if Blu had an owner before and we found the man's wife. She said after she brought Blu to the vet to have her eyelid sewn back together and patch Blu ran off. Guess who she came to." Miley smiled a fake and annoyed smile.

"Here. I guess I fucked up real bad huh?" I place my face in my hands.

"Yes, you did." Miley walks out.

The feeling of regret and guilt tears at me and I sit in my office before silently sobbing about all I've fucked up with.

"I'm a fucking idiot!" I hold back the urge to just destroy my whole office in hatred with myself.

I take a deep breath wiping my eyes before looking up anger-management.

I'll have to start with improve my faults to be the man Sasha deserves.

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Okay so tried something different but that's that.