Drifted

Chapter Five

Carter's P.O.V.

I just want things to be okay again. I want someone to tell me that everything's gonna be okay. But I guess we don't always get what we want now do we? I just want things to be the way they used to be.

'So you and Myles coming over?' Kalah

I still haven't even asked him. Shit. Maybe I should ask him if that's what he's okay with.

'Uhm, uhh, I haven't even asked him.' ~Carter Marie~

'Well you should get on that then huh?' Kalah

Well she has a point.

'Hey I'm gonna go ohkay.' ~Carter Marie~

'Ugh, okay. DONT FORGET TO ASK MYLES!!!' Kalah

'I WONT OHKAY!' ~Carter Marie~

Okay, time to ask Myles if he wants to hang out with Kalah and Jeydon. But like, I shouldn't be scared. I mean we're only friends, nothing more or less. Maybe I actually do have feelings for him. I know for a fact he has feelings for me. What if I have feelings for him. Ughhhhhhh. Why does being a teenager have to be so complicated. All the hormones, mixed signals from guys, drama starting bitches from school. Gawd I hate them the most. That's all they do, start drama over petty, petty shit.

I just don't even know what to do anymore. I'm just gonna work up the courage to ask Myles to hang out, and if he doesn't want to, then he doesn't want to, I shouldn't be upset if he doesn't want to. I'm just going to ask him.

'Hey' ~Carter Marie~

I put in my earbuds and blare my music as I wait for him to text me back.

*a few minutes go by, my mom knocks on my door but I don't answer it*

'HEY, I MISSED YOU!!' Myles

Why would he miss me, we just saw each other like and hour ago at school?

'Do you wanna hangout today with Kalah and Jeydon? ~Carter Marie~

I just blatantly went out and said it. I don't have time to beat around the bush anymore. I've done it way to much this year already.

'Uhm, I was going to ask you if you wanted to come to my house and we watch a movie or something. But if you wanna hang out with them we can.' Myles

It's not that I have a problem with hanging out with him at his house, it's just, I don't have any long sleeve shirts to wear, and I'm almost positive that if I wear a jacket he'll tell me to take it off, and I really don't want to show him what I've done. Ill just go, and if he wants to look I'll let him.