*COMPLETED*Love and War( A Connor Ball fan fiction)

Connor!!!

Jane's Pov:

I sat in the sitting room for what felt like ages and I hadn't seen Connor once. I saw Brad a few times coming up and down the stairs. Cicely left me in here about twenty minutes ago and I hadn't moved. I kept thinking of everything that happened between me and Connor. Maybe he had a reason for killing his ex-girlfriend and I haven't heard the full story.

I got up and went to the kitchen. This was my first guess of where Connor could be because he wouldn't miss his blood which he's supposed to have at lunch time but Connor wasn't there. I walked in and I saw Brad eating almost everything in the fridge.

" Someone's hungry." I said and he turned around and he looked guilty.

" I didn't mean to. Im hungry and everyone's gone off doing there own thing." Brad said.

" I know. Brad have you seen Connor?" I asked.

" Why do you want to know where he is? I tought you hated him right now." Brad said.

" I don't hate him. Brad can I talk to you for a moment." I said and I sat on the counter while Brad pulled a chair out from the table and sat down.

" Go on." Brad said.

" Ok so what would you do if Michella killed her ex-boyfriend. How would you feel? Scared? Hurt?." I asked.

" Well I guess I'd feel hurt that she didn't tell me a secret that big and I would feel scared that if I did sonething wrong she'd kill me. But If she apologized and she truly loved me and swore she would never hurt me then I'd forgive her." Brad explained.

" You'd forgive her just like that" I said.

" Just like that because I love her." Brad said.

" Ye but that can't be enough to forgive someone. I mean they kept a big secret from you and you trusted them." I said.

" Sometimes love is enough to fix anything in a relationship." Brad said.

" And you truly believe that." I said.

" Ye of course. Look I know this conversation is about Connor. Isn't it." Brad said while raising one of his eyebrows but I just looked down towards the floor.

" No!!! Well I guess. Ye it is ok." I said.

" I knew it." Brad said.

" You knew that our conversation was about Connor." I said.

" Ye obviously but I know you still love him even though your not together anymore. Do you want him back? You do don't you." Brad said and I let out a sigh.

" Ok maybe I do but I can't forgive him just like that, He kept a big secret from me. Brad I want to know why he killed his ex-girlfriend? What happened between them? Brad are you listening to me?" I asked, he wasn't looking at me. His head was turned towards the door. He was looking at something or someone else and he covered his hand with his mouth.

I looked up towards the door and saw who he was looking at. It was Connor, he was leaning against the door of the kitchen and my mouth dropped open and I was really worried.

Connor was still in the same clothes but instead now they were ripped and had dried blood on them, on his arms were cuts and bruises and then I looked at his face and our eyes locked. He looked hurt and upset. I looked at his face and there was a huge open cut running across his left cheek and his lip was cut open too. His hair was a mess and there was black dirt in his hair.

" Mate what happened? Are you alright?" Brad asked worringly.

" Connor?" I said gently and he looked at me again and he didn't take his eyes off of me.

" I...I got into a fight with some werewolves." Connor said and he glanced at me then at Brad and then at the floor.

" Dude you know your not supposed to go near them. They're vicious and they hate vampires. What did you do Connor?" Brad said with anger in his voice but not to loudly.

" Don't be angry at him. Can't you see he's hurt, being angry at him won't make things better. Lets help him ok." I said. I looked at Brad and he looked taken aback and hurt at what I said to him. Then I looked at Connor and he looked shocked because I stood up for him.

I got up and walked over to Connor with Brad strolling over slowly behind me. I touched Connor's arm and he shivered and looked at me as if to say don't touch me. Then I gave him a gentle hug and he wrapped his arms around me and I felt safe in his arms. I pulled away and looked at him.

" Let's sit you down. Brad can you get some ice packs,wipes and tissues please." I said and Brad walked off to get the materials I asked for.

" Why are you helping me Jane? I tought you hated me right now." Connor said.

" I don't hate you. I could never hate you. Plus you need help." I said and I placed my hand on his arm and helped him to the sitting room.

When we reached the sitting room I sat him down on the sofa and I sat down on the sofa beside him.

" Connor what happened to you?" I asked and he just looked to the ground. Then Brad walked in with all the materials I asked for.

" Here's everything you asked for." Brad said and he handed me the wipes, tissues and the ice packs.

" Thanks Brad." I said.

" Do you need help?" Brad asked.

" Im ok. I think I can handle it." I said, he nodded and left the room.

I turned back towards Connor and I got a wipe out.

" Connor?" I said and he looked up.

" Let's get you cleaned up." I said and he nodded.

I placed my hand under his chin and brought the wipe up to the cut on his cheek and I began to wipe the blood away. He flinched a small bit but he let me continue cleaning it. I finished cleaning the cut and I was about to put my hand down when Connor put his hand on mine. I looked up into his eyes.

" Im sorry Jane for everything. I should have told you about killing my ex-girlfriend. I understand why you broke up with and how you don't love me anymore." Connor said and I could feel the sting of tears at the back of my eyes.

" I just want to know the whole story. I still love you Connor and I always will but how can I trust you when you didn't even tell me about it." I said.

" I know but I want you back Jane. It hurts that your not with me and how you don't trust me." Connor said and I couldn't help but feel sorry for him.

" We'll talk more later. Right now you need to rest." I said and I got up off the sofa while he lied down on the sofa. I grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around him and he went to sleep.