*COMPLETED*Love and War( A Connor Ball fan fiction)

Connor's story!!!

Connor's Pov:

I woke up from a vivid dream of everything that happened between me and my ex-girlfriend, to me hanging out with the boys and me and Jane spending time together. I wish she would trust me but It's my own fault for not telling her about my ex-girlfriend and keeping it a secret from her. Im so dumb.

I heard movement in the sitting room where I was and I sat upright and looked around. No one was there.

" Jane??" I said but I got no response then I jumped for my dear life and almost screamed.

" Sup mate." Tristan said. He half scared me to death. Im so going to get back at him when im better.

" Hey dude. You scared me." I said after calming down a bit and my heart slowing to a regular heartbeat.

" I know I saw you jump. Sorry I didn't mean too. Hows it goin? Are you feelin better. We've all been worryin about ya." Tristan explained.

" Im alright just a bit sore. Where's Jane?" I asked.

" Oh em... she's outside I think. Are you going to tell her the whole story?" Tristan asked.

" Yep. She wants to know anyway and im going to try win her heart back." I said and I pushed the blankets off of me.

" Do you need help gettin up?" Tristan asked.

" Ye please. Thanks mate." I said.

Tristan stood up and I placed my arm on his shoulder and he wrapped his hand around my arm and he pulled me up into a standing position.

" Do you need me to walk with you or are you ok?" Tristan asked and he looked worried as if I was his favourite toy that he didn't want to leave alone.

" Im grand,trust me." I said and with that Tristan strolled out of the sitting room whistling as he went.

I limped to the back door and pulled it open. I was in pain with all the cuts and bruises but I carried on. I stepped outside into the fresh air which smelt of blood with a mix of flower scents and tree scents. I swung the door shut behind me. I glanced around and saw Jane sitting on the lawn and it looked like she was crying. I moved a step forward on the stoney surface and Jane perked her head up and looked straight at me. I started limping forward and she got up off the green grass and ran toward me. When she reached me, she placed both of her delicate hands on my chest to stop me from limping any further. I looked down at her and her sparkling eyes met mine and I could almost feel the spark between us.

" Con you shouldn't be up walking unless someone is helping you. Come on, sit down." Jane said, her expression full of concern for me. She took my hand and helped me sit down on the grass and then she sat down across from me and wiped her eyes.

" Where you crying?" I asked.

" Ye but im ok now." she explained.

" Are you sure? Do you want to tell me why you were crying?" I asked because I want her to know that she can tell me anything even if we're not dating.

" It's just this past week has been real hard for me. My parents staying, finding out my best friend Cicely is a freaking vampire like us, breaking up with you and most of all not spending time with you. I just want everything to go back to the way it was." she said and she was on the verge of crying again but she stopped herself and held it back.

" I know I wish everything was back to the way it was but life is going to keep rolling by and changing in ways we won't expect it to." I said.

" Wow that was so deep. Where did you hear that or did you make it up yourself?" Jane asked smiling at me.

" Eh I actually read it somewhere. In some poem I think. Your the first person i've said that to." I said and I blushed a bit.

" Aww I like it." Jane said and she looked at me and then towards the ground and giggled.

" Jane not to wreck the mood but I actually came here to tell you the whole story behind me killing my ex-girlfriend." I said and now I was the one looking toward the ground.

" Oh ok, I'd like to know." Jane said.

" Well, here it goes.  *Flashback* Right well her name was Zoey. She was around your height, she had stunning long blonde wavy hair and she had deep blue eyes. She was really popular and I had a crush on her for such a long time and when she eventually asked me out I was shocked but I said yes. That night the date was perfect. We went for dinner at nandos and then we went back to my place. This was all before I knew I was a vampire. I brought her back to mine and I thanked her for asking me out and I offered her a drink and she said no. Then we went into the sitting room and sat down. We chatted for around an hour." *End of flashback* I said.

" Were your parents home?" Jane asked.

" God no." I said.

" Ok. Continue." Jane said.

"*Flashback* So anyway we chatted for around an hour and then she leaned in and kissed me. It got very passionate and we moved upstairs. You probarly can guess what happens. She was in her black laced bra and underwear and I was shirtless. Anyway we ended up you know, kissing and touching eachother. A few days later we were officially a couple and she even told her 'cool crowd' as I call it and I was popular. We dated for a few months and then I found out I was a vampire but I didn't tell her. Then one day I found out she was cheating on me from the start of our relationship and I had no clue. I didn't tell her that I knew I just kept it to myself." I said*End of flashback*

" Why didn't you tell her?" Jane asked curiously.

" Because then she would say how she's so sorry and how she loved me but all of that would have been a bunch of crap and also I would be out of the 'cool crowd." I explained to Jane.

" Ok. Keep going." Jane said eager to know what happened next.

*Flashback* " So, I played along being her boyfriend. But one day I was full of rage and me and the guy she was cheating on me with had a physical fight and I beat him up. Zoey found out and started having a go at me and then she started raging. Shouting, throwing things and hitting me. So, I lunged for her and bit her neck. I hadn't realised how thirsty I was because I beat the other guy up on the same day and I ended up sucking all her blood out and then obviously she was...dead. That's the story of how I killed my ex-girlfriend but I didn't do it on purpose." I explained and Jane looked sorry for me but I didn't care that I had killed Zoey. She was out of my life now for good.*End of flashback*

" Oh my god. Im so sorry Con. I should have believed you. Im so sorry." Jane said and she gave me a hug and of course I hugged her back, I still loved her after all.

She pulled away after at least five minutes and looked directly into my eyes. Then out of the blue she kissed me and are lips moved in sync the way they always did and I felt so happy to have her back in my arms again. I was the first to pull away and then I took her hand in mine and I gazed at her.

" I love you Jane. Would you like to be my girlfriend...again?" I asked hoping that she would say yes and that I would be able to call her mine.

" I'd love to be your girlfriend. I love you Connor Ball and I... I trust you and I promise to always believe you and never doubt you again." Jane said.

" And I trust you. Shall we go inside?" I asked.

" Oh Connor wait. I have to tell you something." Jane said and she looked awful serious now.

" My parents don't want me to spend time with you or the boys. What will we do?" Jane said and I stayed calm.

" Im sorry Jane I have to say this but who cares what they think. I just got you back. Your not going away that easily." I said and we both stood up and walked hand in hand into the vampiro and shut the door behind us.