What is love?

Big mistake

I wake up on my own in the bed a note on the pillow:

{Baby, I'm so sorry, got another signing, this is the last one I promise.

Don't think I will be back till later tonight.

I am so sorry.

Harry x x x x x x x x x x x}

I get up and go into the kitchen to get some breakfast when I hear your phone ringing. I go and answer it. It's Alice.

"Hey Hunnie!" she sounds so happy for this time in the morning, "Just wondering, did you wanna come over to mine for a bit? Or, are you busy . . . Ha ha" I laugh too.

"No, I'm not, I will be over in a bit babe, see ya" I hang up and get ready to go after having something to eat. I spend the day at Alice's looking at funny videos of cats on YouTube, and laughing your heads of, she makes you feel so much better, but she still notices that something is wrong.

"What's up babe?" she asks me looking concerned, I just look to the ground, "C'mon, you can tell me" I take a deep breath and come out with it quickly, like ripping off a plaster,

"I Kissed Zayn" I wince when I say it, and a single tear escapes my eye. Alice bites her lip and then moves closer, placing her arm around my shoulder. I talk with her for the next 3 hours about it, and she makes me feel so much better. I don't know how she does it, but she has me laughing like a loon by the end of the conversation. We decide that I don't have to tell Harry anything, but, I need to talk to Zayn and tell him to leave it be. I give Alice a big hug when I leave and say I will text her afterwards. It's pretty late now so head off back to the apartment, pretty positive minded, considering.

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I get back and the boys are sat in the lounge watching t.v, except for Harry.

"He's in the bedroom getting changed I think" Niall tells me after they all run over to me and give me a big group bear hug, although I did my best to ignore Zayn and avoid all eye contact with him. I walk over to the door and hear the thud of something falling on the floor,

"You okay Harry?" I ask slowly opening the door, Harry is lying on the floor, and laughs when I see him. He stands up and goes to hug me but stumbles, falling onto me, me having to catch him. I'm guessing he might be a little bit drunk. "Have fun tonight then?" I ask him, giggling,

"Yeah really good thanks" he kisses me. He stinks of alcohol, and women's' perfume, I step back,

"Harry, you stink!", he laughs,

"Oh, charming. So I've had a bit to drink, so what?". I sigh,

"Not just alcohol Harry!", he looks at me slightly confused, "Girls?!", Harry laughs as though he doesn't believe what he's hearing,

"You think I've been cheating on you, Is that it?"

"No, I didn't say that!", Harry raises his eyebrows, I can see him getting frustrated,

"Well, have you?" I say finally, actually curious for the answer, I raise my eyebrows at him. He hesitates,

"NO!, er, no, why would I do that to you babe?", he moves in closer to me,

"I don't believe this", I pull away from him,

"Oh come on baby" he takes my hand,

"Don't 'baby' me!" I say taking a step back from him. He sighs,

"Really, Evie? Look, it didn't mean anything, I only kissed her, maybe snogged her, okay, and maybe sle-" I cut him short,

"STOP IT! I don't want to hear it Harry, you cheated on me!". He starts to get angry now,

"Oh, your such a hypocrite! I know you got off with Zayn, Evie!", I gasp, shocked,

"What? How did you know?",

"You couldn't have made it any more bloody obvious!" He shouts at me, going slightly red. "I tried to let it go, only because I really like you, well, I did, so I thought it would be okay if I wasn't completely innocent to you either! Does that seem fair, does it?" he's getting louder, I try to get him to quieten down,

"Harry, your drunk, calm down!"

"Calm down?!" he sounds surprised, "Calm down?!", he repeats himself, "It's hard to fucking calm down when you've been cheating on me with one of my best friends!", I know it's true, and I feel bad, but I'm still really upset, and the tears start to fall down my cheeks,

"Look Harry, I'm sorry, but it wasn't entirely my fault, and it's not like you haven't hurt me at all is it?" I'm getting angry now too.

"Oh don't you dare try to blame this on him!" I take a step closer to him,

"Oh, well, sorry for the cliché, but he came on to me! I don't tell lies Harry, and you know I tried to stop this, I never wanted this to happen! You've been cheating too in case you don't remember!",

"Yes, but it wasn't with your best friend was it? NO!" there is a silence as we both take time to breath. Harry takes a deep breath and looks up at me,

"So, how was he?" he asks,

"What?" I say confused,

"Zayn, how was he?" he says almost through gritted teeth, I am taken aback,

"Well, I, er . . . I don't know, I only kissed him, I . . ." Harry laughs,

"Only kissed him! I'm not an idiot Evie!" I look at him in disgust,

"I didn't sleep with him Harry!"

"Of course not" he takes another step closer to me,

"I DIDN'T! WHY DON'T YOU TRUST ME?!" I shout, not doing very well to persuade him, he takes another step towards me,

"Just answer my question, how was he? Was he good? Bad? Alright?" I shake your head,

"I DIDN'T FUCKING SLEEP WITH HIM HARRY!", he clenches his fists and moves towards you, he grabs my wrists tight,

"TELL ME EVIE!" he screams at you, his grasp getting even tighter, I go to step back, but hit the wall, he pins you back against it, his face inches from yours, I can smell the alcohol in his breath. He tightens his grip a little more, I cry in pain,

"LET GO OF ME HARRY, PLEASE!",

"THEN TELL ME!!!", suddenly the door is slammed open and the other boys come rushing in, Niall and Louis grab Harry,

"Harry, let go of her, you're hurting her! NOW HARRY!" Louis tells him, they pull him away and Liam takes me in his arms,

"Are you okay Evie?" he asks me, I nod as if trying to convince yourself, whilst Zayn just stands there with his head in his hands practically in tears. Harry goes to say something to you but stops himself when he realises how hurt you are.

"Mate, you're pissed!" Niall says, forcing him into a chair. I just stand there, shaking, unable to say a word, Liam gives me a big hug and Zayn says,

"Evie, I am so sorry, I didn't want to see you get hurt. And, Harry, I didn't sleep with her, she wasn't lying." Harry looks down on himself, disgusted, then he looks up at me,

"Evie, I-", I stop him by shaking my head,

"No, Harry. I don't care any more" taking one last look at the boys I run out of the room, out of the house, onto the street. It's dark, I'm alone, scared.

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AN: Sorry for another short chapter! Let me know if it's any good though or suggest improvements? I apologise for the bad language too!

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