Shifting Into My Heart

Out in the open

After the whole confrontation with our parents me and E decided that it would be ok for people at school to find out, we knew Brittany was going to say something but we didnt care we have each other and thats all that matters.

I was currently pulling my stripey vest top on, it used to be a little baggy but now it fit perfectly around my small bump. I smiled as i drew patterns on my bump, some girls my age would of gotten rid of the baby or would of been embarrassed to be pregnant. But me i wasn't yes at first i was so scared it was unbelievable but now i was happy, i already loved my baby and today we found out what it is. I was broke from my thoughts when I felt a small kick on my stomach. I stood shocked, the baby kicked for the first time. Feeling my shock E came into the closet and looked at me worry plastering his face. I smiled and walked over to him placing his hand on my stomach, a small kick bumped where his hand rested and a smile broke over his face.

'Thats.. Amazing' he said grinning like a cheshire cat. I laughed and pulled him downstairs and out of the house.

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When we arrived at school i wasn't even nervous i knew i had E,Jake,Emma And Our families and thats all that mattered to me. As i stepped out the car i saw Jake and Emma smile as they walked over to us so far no-one seemed to have noticed yet. I smiled up at E as we made our way across the car park. As we reached half way across the car park Brittany appeared infront of us.

'Well,well,well look who it is. Little miss i'm pregnant' She smirked.

'And look it's miss i'll open my legs for anyone' i smiled innocently.

'Says the girl who's pregnant you really should listen to yourself cause i'm pretty sure you are now the slag' she smirked.

'Nope, i really don't think anyone can take that off you Brittany i mean i feel bad for half the guys here cause if you open your legs they get sucked in like a black hole' i smiled innocently.I watched as she turned her attention to E.

'Let me guess.. You love her, your gonna stand by her no matter what?, we all know thats bullshit with a meaning of i knocked her up i've gotta stand by her' she laughed. I watched E's face harden as she said each word.

'Brittany, listen and listen clearly, you may think i should be embarrassed because i'm gonna be a teen mom but you know what i'm not. I may be young but i know for a fact that i am gonna be ok you go on like he has no choice but to stay with me but you don't have a single clue, you act like i couldn't survive without him which technically could be thought of as true but not for the reasons you think. I love him more than anyone else ok and you may aswell just give up cause i know 100% he wouldn't take a second look at you just like the rest of the guys at this school after i tell your little secret and before you think that you can go after Jake just back off cause he is way to good for you.' I smiled and looked at her face when i told her i was finally going to tell her secret i am fed up of her shit it was time people knew.

'OK so now everyone's listening... Brittany is my adopted sister and when i was 14 she slept with my boyfriend he got her pregnant and then she got an abortion and blamed it on MY dad' I said as a silent tear rolled down my cheek.

'You guys wonder why my dad was gone for a few years it was her fault cause she blamed my innocent dad and it was not his fault' I heard a few gasps as more tears rolled down my cheeks i was immediately pulled into a hug by E. I sighed and turned round to face a now crying Brittany guilt flooded through me.

'I'm sorry Brittany but i can't take your shit anymore fact is i've acted so immature fighting you when all i really had to do was walk away but i've grown up now and i honestly think you should to i'm over this so maybe you should get over it to' i watched silently as she pulled me into a hug. Shock filled me as i heard the words i never thought i'd hear.

'I'm sorry Jess, he left me i didn't know what to do' i sighed as she cried on my shoulder.

'I know Brit, it doesn't matter anymore fresh start ok?' i said as i wiped away her tears.

'Yeah fresh start' We smiled at each other and had one final hug before leaving to class.

Well that wasn't at all what i expected to happen when i told the truth.

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I sat in the waiting room in the hospital for the nurse to call us in i was excited about finding out the gender and i could tell E was he was bouncing in his seat like a 5year old who was on a sugar rush. I smiled as our names where called and E pulled me out of the seats before she even finished my name.

I flinched a little as the cold gel hit my stomach i smiled as E squeezed my hand.

'Well, everything is fine now would you like to know the gender?' the nurse asked sweetly me and E nodded.

'Its a Boy' She smiled, i looked over at E to see him smiling at me i laughed as he kissed me quickly.

'Alex Jake Grey our baby boy' I whispered in his ear as he pulled away. Now all we had to do was tell everyone.