Finn didn't go to school today, neither did jack. My friends didn't talk to me all day. Finns definitely told them... I WANT TO CRY. but I'm not gunna because I'm stronger than that.
How am I going to get out of this? There's no explanation. I'm screwed.
I'm filming Strangerthings tomorrow, even more screwed.
I've tried ringing finn a million times but he won't pick up..
@MillieBobbyBrown
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MillieBobbyBrown: You are my sunshine, my only sunshine💛
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Comments:
User1: fuck me sideways with a chainsaw
User2: fucking my heart😩
User3: YOU MAKE ME HAPPYYYY WHEN SKYS ARE GREY
JackGrazer: aw so cute😉
User4: aw we love you jack
MillieBobbyBrown: @JackGrazer, fuck off
User5: oh damn millie
User6: shes joking.. right?
User7: DO I SMELL BEEF?!
User8: finn hasn't even liked or commented. Hm
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Well fuck. That just made things worse. Wtf is jack trying to dooooo?! Noah didn't even like my post! God they all hate me, I know it.
I try to FaceTime Noah.
FaceTime declined.
Noah seriously just decline me UGHSBSIBDIES
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@NoahSchnapp
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NoahSchnapp: love you bestie💓
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User1: @MillieBobbyBrown
User2: @MillieBobbyBrown😩
User3: Boi What
SadieSink: 😘💚
User4: lmao bet Millie's freaking out right now.
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IM FREAKING OUT. OK MILLIE BREATHHHH BREATHHH. WHAT IS HE DOING?!!!! He's only doing this to get back at me right? RIGHT?!
I try to FaceTime him, expecting him to not answer but he actually does. But I don't see the usual happy face of Noah, I just see darkness.
I put on a fake smile.
"Hey Noah! Where've you been?" I chuckle awkwardly.
"Uhh at home?" He mumbles. Oh fuck me.
"No like we haven't spoke in ages, why haven't you been picking up?" I smile once again fake.
"I've been busy." He simply says coldly.
"Oh right.. why can't I see your sexy face?" I fake laugh.
"Dunno" he replies. Is he for real?
"Ok Noah what the fuck is up with you?" My smile disappears.
"I'm not in the mood millie"
"Well I'm making you in the mood, what have I done? Why are you ignoring all my calls? Hardly speaking to me? Calling Sadie your bestie?! Noah please tell me what's wrong" I just already know his answer.
"I know what you did, it was really shitty" he says. I'm surprised he's not yelling.
"W-what with jack?" I stutter as I ask.
"yep" he sighs. "What is wrong with you millie?" He gives up the cold act and shows his face.
"That's exactly what I wanted to talk to you about!" I exclaim.
Noah rolls his eyes.
"It's so hard to stay mad at you" he chuckles. Relief feels my body.
"Go explain" he says.
"Ok so remember when I pulled you and Caleb out of class and told you about what jack did in detention?" I asks (If u don't remember then go back, I think the chapter was called gang bang. I'm sorry😂)
"Yeah yeah" he says understandingly.
"Well after that he kept just.. well being weird. He's comment hearts and kisses on my instagram and flirt with me at school." I start.
"Ok that's weeeird" Noah says.
"So then last week jack suddenly turns up at my door. He told my mom that he was here to study with me. And obviously because I'm fucking dumb, I just stood there speechless. My mom then shooed us upstairs into my bedroom." I cringe saying it.
"Oh god where is this going?" Noah half laughs.
"So he sat on my bed and started well... he was really close to me, breathing on me, touching my cheek in a way that made me.. weak"
"Oh millie" Noah says sadly.
"Then that's when he kissed me. And god Noah I'm so stupid because I kissed back! I was so caught up in the moment and I couldn't stop! Then thats when finn came in, he had flowers for me and every thing!" I just burst out crying, I needed this.
"Millie shh it's ok I understand! Please don't cry! This isn't your fault and I swear to god when I get my hands on jack I will slap him to China" Noah says angrily.
"But Noah I don't-" but then I'm cut off by the FaceTime ending. GOD DAMN NOAH CHARGE YOUR PHONE ONCE IN A WHILE.
To be honest I'm just so glad that he doesn't hate me anymore. He's on my side. This could work. I mean finn kissed Sadie but I managed to forgive right? Ugh.
