Jeonghan locked himself in the bathroom and took out his razor.
He slid it across his wrist multiple times until it left multiple satisfying bloody marks.
He sat there sliding the razor across his silky white skin while crying. When he went to putting the razor back he saw his mothers pain pills.
He took the pill bottle in his hand debating whether he should do it or not.
He started thinking about how tired he was. How tired he was with the kids at school calling him trans & gay. How tired he was of always being sad & depressed. How tired he was of his mom never paying attention to him, heck he'd be lucky if she was home for an entire day.
He unscrewed the cap and took it off. He took all the pills still inside, there was more than 20.
He laid down on his bed hoping it would work. He closed his eyes.
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Hours later he woke up to a knock at the door. He knew it didn't work, he broke down in tears when he saw who was at the door.
Jeonghan threw himself into Seungcheol's arms.
"It didn't work." He sobbed.
Seungcheol didn't have to ask to know what Jeonghan was talking he about. He put his arms around Jeonghan, hugging him tightly.
They stayed like that for a while. Then Seungcheol brought Jeonghan to his bed to sleep since it was 3 in the morning. He was going to go to the couch downstairs.
But, Jeonghan grabbed his sleeve. "C-can you s-stay with m-me?" He asked.
Seungcheol nodded and got in the bed next to Jeonghan. He made sure Jeonghan was sleeping before he fell asleep himself.
