I panic knowing that outside is Yoongi waiting for me to open the window. I yank my hair in desperation trying to find a way to make him go away. I hear another rock hit my window with a more desperate tap.
I walk over to my window and slowly pull my curtains away to reveal my backyard. I notice a person standing in the shadows of the trees with an all black outfit on. I sigh and open my window to feel the cold air hitting my skin forming goosebumps on my body.
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The hooded figure looks up and I see his eyes look at me. When he looks up at me I forget how to breathe. I break eye contact and I put down the rope latter next to the right edge of the balcony. He sees it go down so he grabs it to climb up. I walk back inside and sit on my bed. I don't dare look behind me when I hear him breathlessly come inside my room.
He closes my window when he sees me shivering. When I hear him standing behind me now I sigh and turn around slowly. When I look up at him I notice how worn out he looks. I motion for him to sit down next to me and he sits down almost immediately.
"Why did you come Yoongi? You never came when I practically begged you before." I look at my hands like they're the only fascinating thing in the room.
"Because, I felt bad for saying all those things. I didn't want to end the day with us like that. I didn't want you to stay mad at me. I'm just- I'm sorry."
His expression... It's the same one I had when I saw him and Jennie making out in the halls after the day we argued... The day we last spoke as people in love. After that day everything changed. He wouldn't look at me the same and he wouldn't talk the same. He would look at me like I'm just an acquaintance and not someone he's shared very intimate moments with.
He forgot about our special moments like it was just dust in the air. He's been with Jennie ever since. No one knows why he suddenly started going out with the slutiest girl in school but no one ever tried questioning him about it either. Not even me...
"Why did you leave me?" I try to whisper it as quietly as possible so he won't hear but sadly he does.
He stays quiet for a few seconds not daring to even breathe, "I...I found someone else, that's all."
I didn't think such a simple answer could destroy me this much but it does. These words suddenly make me physically feel my heart crack in half. I don't know how to respond without breaking down so I just nod stiffly.
We just stay quiet for a few minutes. Then I feel his hand fall perfectly onto mine. I try not to feel anything about his small gesture but the truth is it made my broken heart do back flips. I didn't know how to react so I just let it be.
"It's not like me to be so mean, you're all I've wanted. But, I didn't really have a choice Luna. I- I'm so sorry." He gets up quickly and goes down the rope leaving me to my thoughts in silence.
"You're all I've ever wanted too." My voice cracks and I finally break.
I slide my body onto the floor trying to mask my sobs. I lay down on the cold floor trying to let out every bit of fluid my eyes have so I won't ever cry again. When I'm done crying my lungs out I get up and look at myself in the mirror.
