"Have You Ever Felt Like You're A Nobody On This Earth?
Like You Can Literally Be The Most Known Person On This Earth But Yet Nobody Really Cares About You And They Just See Right Through You ?"
"No."
"Well That's How I Feel And I've Felt That Way M...
(Play) Malaya As you all may know, a month ago, I was shot in the stomach by Syra's psycho ex boyfriend who is now in jail . After my parents had picked me up from the hospital. Stokeley had came to visit me day after day after day .
We eventually got closer and we started dating .
We've been dating for almost a month. The thing I love about Stokeley is how much of a outgoing person he is. He's also very loyal. He helps me open up to the world more and helps me become more of an extrovert.
Because earlier in my life, when I was younger, I wasn't the best looking. I used to get bullied and that lead me to getting anxiety which I was treated for in my earlier years.
And so I've grown up being insecure about my body and face which my bestfriends and my boyfriend Stokeley are helping me out with. They push me out of my comfort zone and make me do things the shy me wouldn't do.
They always compliment me and sometimes I feel if they're doing it to butter me up.
I feel as if my parents only like being parents to punish me, Because all they ever do is ground me. If I don't tell someone "bless you " when they sneeze I get grounded. If I don't wake up at a certain time on weekends, I'm grounded!like what the fuck type of a life is that ?
But I've grown used to it and I usually prevent myself from getting in trouble now.
Naomi
"Ma, since you like Mariana can I please go spend some time with her? She said she wants to talk to me on how to be a better kid." I lie, begging my mum. Because my mom only likes good influences .
"Yes! You see? You need more friends like her. Not the other hooligans them, who be getting you into trouble ... " My mom says pointing her finger at me.
"For real? Thank you! I promise I'll do better mum." I say as I kiss her on the cheek.
I run upstairs to my room to text Mariana .
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After I text her I go in my closet and start packing a whole bunch of outfits, putting them in a duffel bag.
I then go into my bathroom connected to my room and I take out my face cream, loofa, toothbrush, toothpaste and allat. Cuz a bitch Finna move there💀
I then pack my charger and shit I put my shoes on.
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