chapter 4

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HARRY POV

I woke up with liam cuddling me. Im glad i got him by my side. At least he is the only one who knows about what happened to me. Yet he is still a friend with me

I mean i know the others dont know. But im sure they would hate me . they would.leave me . i even wonder if liam still with me because he really cares or because of sympathy. 

I went to the bathroom and stripped my clothes. I turned the shower on . but as soon as i went under the water i felt stinging feeling on my wrist .

Yea . right. The scars are stinging . i went to wash the dry blood from yestrday . when im done i didnt find liam in my room. So i went downstairs to the kitchen to find him making breakfast.

"Goodmornin" he said happily

"Good morning"

"I made you breakfast haz"

"Thnx bro"

I sat down and started to eat when he started talking

"Harry, shouldnt we tell them?"

"No"

"But i cant hide it from zayn you know how much he means to me"

"No"

"Haz it hurts to not tell the one i love about it"

Thats when i lost it

"DONT YOU THINK I LOVE LOUIS TOO! I KNOW HOW IT HURTS. BUT THIS IS ME WHO WE ARE TALKING ABOUT . AND IM THE ONE WHO GOT HURT NOT YOU . AND I THINK YOU DONT HAVE ANY RIGHT TO TALK SINCE YOU LEFT ME GET RAPED IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES . h-he will h-hate m-me"

Thats all it took for me to break down with tears streaming down my face. I know its not liam fault . he tried to help me.

He came to me and hugged me trying to calm me down

"I-im sorry li"

"Its ok haz just have a rest"

And thats how i drifted to sleep . i cant help it but this silence is killing me . but still i cant tell anyone . 
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Liam's pov

"YOU LEFT ME GET RAPED IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES"

I feelt like shit. He is right . i left him . i feel bad that i couldnt help him.

"I-am s-sorry li"

Even tho he said he is sorry . i know its right. I fucking left him when he needed me the most . but i have to stay strong for him..  I have to prove that i can be a good friend. And i got a plan.

As soon as i realized he is asleep i knew i have to start my plan

I reached my phone.  Went to contacts . and called the person who is the only one who can fix haz

Ring

Ring

Ring

"Hi"

"Hi, i need you to come im in harry house"

"Alright"

I waited and after 10 mins i heard a knock on the door .

"Come in , i want you listen carefully "

And thats how i spent the next two hours explaining everything my plan contains.

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