Harry pov
Im such a waste of oxygen. I still need louis. But im not falling for his lies anymore.
He promised he would stand by me and be by my side and save me.. But he didnt . he left me when i needed him the most.
"DIDNT I TELL YOU TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" is all i said before he ran downstairs with teary eyes
It hurts seeing the one you love hurt. But im not sure anymore of anything. Im worthless.
I cant be with him
1. Because im worthless and no one would accept me after yesterday
2. Because he fucking left me
"Shhh, calm down haz, lets go downstairs " zayn mumbled while dragging me downstairs
"It smells good" is all i said as soon as i noticed zayn cooked for me
He is such a great friend i cant believe he cook-
"Yeah, did you cook it?!" he asked me
"No , i thought you cooked it"
" no i didnt, it must be lou who cooked it then" he said with shook reaction
Wait..LOUIS FUCKING TOMLINSON COOKED HIS FIRST MEAL FOR ME?!.
Thats when it hit me. Its not louis fault. He really cares.it was me who created the idea that louis broke his promise as an excuse for me..
I cant believe i treated him like that. But still i cant get close to him.he deserves someone better than me.
Who will ever want a r-raped worthless guy
"Haz you alright?"
"Yeah zayn just need time alone"
"Alright i will head to the boys and tell them you are fine"
"Okay bye"
And thats all i needed before i ran upstairs grabbing my shaving razor.i broke it and took the blade from it .
I cant believe im doing it. But some people say it helps reliving the pain
I held the blade against my wrist and with one move i cutted a good live. Blood started coming out. It stings. But somehow it feels good. As if it is letting all the anger and bad feelings flow with the blood outside my body
Worthless people like me should feel the pain as torture.
And thats how i spent the next half an hour. Cutting....
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Liam's pov
I cant believe i left harry . its all my fault. I dont deserve to be friend with him. Im such an awful friend. He got raped infront of my eyes
"Mate are you alright?"
Zayn's words brought me back from my zoning out
"When did you arrive?" i asked
"5 mins ago, i was with harry"
"Where is he?"
" at his house"
"SHIT" is all i said before running outside to harry house
We are not supposed to leave him alone. I know what he is up to. I cant believe im so stupid to leave him .
Remember when i said im an awful friend?!. Well im the worst
"HARRY?!" i shouted as soon as i entered the house.
I ran to his bedroom finding him staring at the blood dripping from his wrist
His eyes went wide as soon as he realised im watching
"Plz liam d-dont h-hate me" he is now sobbing
"Shhh. Its fine haz i will never hate you"
I hugged him trying to calm him down. When i heard soft snores coming from him i knew he is asleep
I will never leave him alone. Thats the least i can do for him. I hope he is not broken yet . cause once he is broken he will not be able to be fixed
I held him in my arms as we both drifted to sleep
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Genel KurguOnce you're broken its hard to be fixed. Once you get scars it's hard to hide. But Harry's scars were hard to see . he used to have the perfect life with his friends . but now he is living a real nightmare. He had been living the definition of depre...
