Break Me (Doctor Who Fanfiction)

Chapter 1 ― The Aftermath

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Hey hey! Soooooo sorry! I know you guys (and gals) have waited aaages for this sequel! I'm terrible :( but let's not concentrate on the negative. YAY BREAK ME HAS STARTED! :D PS: I picked Cascada's version of "What hurts the most" instead of Rascal Flatts version cause the song more relates to AJ than the Doctor. I hope you enjoy ^^

I haven't posted in a while so I haven't given a real update about my life is a while. I figured I'd do that now, you can skip this if you aren't interested, but for those who like to hear how things are going, here ya go ^^ Not much to say I guess. I've gotten back into babysitting. This lovely couple called me up to babysit there 1 1/2 year old Jake who is an absolute sweetheart :) Things are awesome with the love of my life, Sam, as we approache our 1 year anniversary. Plans on moving in together next year are still on. Got fired after two weeks at the place where Sam works. Sucks. Not gonna say more. And lastly, I'm really into Aziz Ansari these days ^^ Not like I think he's hot, but he's comedy is gold :P

That is all! enjoy this first chapter ^^ Even if it is starting off a little sad :/ Like the cover? :)

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CHAPTER 1

THE AFTERMATH

That night, I walked back into the TARDIS smiling widely at the fun night I just had. Though we missed the ceremony, the wedding reception was very amusing. It was around 3am and I was exhausted, my feet hurting in my high heels.

The Doctor walked in behind me and I turned to him and smile warmly. He had a lot of fun as well, dancing silly, making everyone laugh. The only person with who he didn’t dance with yet was me. I hurried over to the TARDIS controls and pressed the only button that I knew what it did. A beautiful melody came out of the speakers.

Maybe it was the few drinks I had, but I wasn’t completely myself. I swayed from side to side with the music as I approached him. His face was unreadable as I placed my hands on his shoulders and pushed him to dance a little. For a second, he smiled just a bit and placed his hands on my waist, but then his face turned sad and he removed his hands to let them fall to his sides.

“The party’s over. Better go to sleep,” he stated.

I frowned, but shrugged it off. So he wasn’t in the mood anymore. I took his hand and started to pull him to his room, but he snatched his hand away.

“Not tonight. Go sleep in your own bed, AJ,” the Doctor said.

I looked at him without understanding. He was acting so strangely.

My head while lightly spinning and the room around me looked odder than usual. This wasn’t my first time being tipsy, but I hadn’t had a thing to drink in more than 4 years.

“Why?” I asked, confused.

“Because I want to be alone tonight.”

And with that, he walked pass me and up the stairs to the hall.

I suddenly realized why he was acting like he was and ran to him, blocking his path. I took in a deep breath.

“Doctor, I know you think it was your fault – me getting beaten by Leonardo. But it really isn’t. You’re the reason I didn’t in the first place, you delayed it if anything,” I almost begged for him to understand what I was saying.

Without a word, he walked around me and continued his way.

“Doctor!” I shouted.

I ran and grabbed his arm.

“Tell me why you are being so distant?”

“Because you are being too nice to me!” he replied, frowning deeply, nothing by great sadness tinting his voice.

“So you want me to stop talking to you? To stop being nice to you? Because I can tell you right now that is never going to happen!” I promised.

“I don’t deserve your kindness, your… your love… after what I’ve put you through,” he chocked a little on his words.

“It is not your fault!” I shouted at him to get it in his thick head.

“It is,” he replied. “And I can never forgive myself for it.”

He walked into his room and closed the door behind him, leaving me out in that hall to let myself slide down the wall until I was sitting on the floor and let the tears stream down my cheeks.

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