Dear Hemmings

Letter Four

Dear Hemmings

I have 6 days left to live. I know I promised to write to you every day I could before I died, and Luke I kept that promise..... it's just the time I have left to live has virtually halved. Luke it's your 18th birthday in 6 days. I'm going to die on your birthday. I really suck at getting presents. But you know Luke I still love you no matter where I am in the world.

Luke I remember your 16th birthday. I remember you were so happy. You were legal to do alot of things like have sex..... All your friends had already done that type of stuff, because they were all older than you... But Luke I wasn't old enough.. nor was I ready. And Luke despite how many hot girls there were, that would happily have sex with you... You waited till I was ready and that really meant a lot. I love you for that Luke.

Luke I'm having trouble breathing, it's worse than ever. I have a permanent mask on my face, that supplies me with oxygen. It really does suck. My family are constantly beside me Luke, they are crying...always crying. It makes me feel horrible too. Knowing they are here for me. Knowing they don't sleep at night because of me.

Luke has anyone even told you I am sick? I know I haven't.

I just feel like you don't care. You haven't text me, called me, tweeted me, written to me. We have had no contact in a year. And I haven't kept in contact with you either, because I know you don't care. After all you a famous and girls love you all over the world.

You probably forgot everything about me. All the memories we shared. It's okay, I'll be gone soon. And you won't ever know.

Okay my sitting time is up for the day, I can't breathe.

From Starr xx

PS: I Love you