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Park Ji Su
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Have you ever wonder how people escape from their nightmares? Sometimes they get use to it that they start loving it and sometimes they just end it all, for those people it's considered a happy ending, but for me it's an unhappy ending. I don't want to be with my nightmare, but I'm falling in love. This feeling is normal, I sometimes ask myself if I'm going insane or I'm just dreaming.
Chanyeol is like a sweet and sour candy. He started sweet and he went to sour. It has been a month since Chan has left me and a month since I started living here. It's more calmer, but very depressing. College break started and I didn't go out much. I still have the same dream someone kissing my forehead and telling me goodnight, I must be going crazy because that person sounds like Chanyeol.
Me and Chan are the only ones that know the passcode to here and it's an important date for us. It's the day when his parents and my father planned to engage us. Me and Chan were happy either way, as all as we were together, but every came to an end when my father died. I was accepted to Chan's family as I was felt alone in the world.
Everything changed so fast, I could even process if I was living it or if I was dreaming it. On the other hand, Chanyeol made everything so difficult for me. I can't take him out of my head. Night started to come as it was almost time for me to go to sleep, but I was not tired. I went to sit on the couch as I had the tv turned on with low volume. Although it was not helping, my mind still wonder off to Chanyeol.
"It looks like this time you are awake." I felt fear again as I turned around and saw Chanyeol leaning on the counter. "How did you get in?" He chuckled as he come closer and I back up further away from him, but he later trapped me in between his arms. Our faces was only a few centimeters away.
"Those lips have been calling me for so long, and that tank top and shorts drive me crazy." He said as brushes his thumb on my lips. I feel like I'm the crazy one falling for a person who is in a mafia and he's psycho. "Why can't you just be mine already?" He said near my neck his hot breath hit my skin as he started kissing my neck, my mind at first was enjoying ever touch ever kiss. It was turning me on.
His hands were slowly finding their way up inside my shirt. Until it hit me, I pushed him off. "Leave me alone, why can't you just leave me alone." I got up as I was about walk away as his hand went around my waist and pulled me close to his body, I looked at him as he was filled with anger. "Who told you that I was done." I tired a push myself away as I was scared. There was no one to help me.
"You psycho, you hurt me and you even killed others. You think I want to be with you." I yelled as he smashed his lips on mine. He was holding me so close and tight. I tried to push myself away. He started kiss down to my neck as I was able to catch my breath. "P-please don't do this to me." I said as he pulled my hair from the back.
"Babygirl why are you resisting, when I know you are horny, you are really tempting. Everything about you is so tempting." He smirks as one of his hands grabs my ass and grabs my breast. I was shock, I feel hopeless. Hs hand under my loose tank top and he started to rub his fingers at the tip of my nipple. He got closer and roughly kissed me. I feel so hurt so lost, I don't know what to do.
What am I supposed to do. He is way stronger and my body completely shut down once he was here. I came to realize that he was already leaving marks on my neck. I gather the bit of courage I had inside. I pushed him harshly and slapped him. I was crying as I wiped my lips. "I'm not your toy for you to be playing around with!" I was about to grab my phone until he pushed me against the wall and started strangling me with his hands.
"You are my woman, and I can do what ever I want. If I can't have you, might as well kill you." He said as I was grabbing his hands to let go. He later came to realize what he was doing and let go. I was coughing, I now know that Chanyeol get what he wants his own ways. As I got up as he hugged me tightly. "Please leave me alone." I said as he didn't listen to me and took me to the room and made me lay down with him.
He wrapped one of his arms around my waist as he put his head on my stomach. Why am I letting myself be used like this. "One of these years we are going to a have a baby." I felt myself suffocated with him. His hand goes under my shirt as he squeeze my left breast since I don't wear bra during night. "But not right now I need to enjoy this body first." He said as I just let myself. I have experience what he can do if I don't listen or obey.
He lift my shirt up as he started licking my nipple. My body was enjoying it, but my feelings were broken. He later started sucking it as he bit it. He hovered over me and slipped two fingers inside me as I was trying to hold my moans. He took them out as he unbuckled his belt and pants. I was about to say something until his lips were on mine again.
Shortly as after he spread my legs and went inside me. I gasped as it still hurts, I literally because his toy. I was in no place to defend myself. I almost got killed. Chanyeol started trusting and he manage to make my moans become louder and louder. He put hickeys everywhere on my body. He finished with me after two hours of enjoying himself. My breast were sore and legs were also sore.
Now we lay here, I got up and went to the bathroom and took a bath and I scrubbed until my skin was red. I quickly cried as I knew hopeless and defenseless. Chanyeol was sleeping at the other side of this wall. I'm here feeling dirty and a slut because of the way that I let myself.
Other people may say just go report it to the police or tell you brother. It's not so easy, Chanyeol is the leader of the largest mafia in Korea his group that is always with him as are his so called brothers. They all have people in the police enforcement. I have no way around. I have no escape.
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Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and I already said this book was for mature audiences. Anyway vote and comment. Have a wonderful day 😉
