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Park Ji Su ————
I woke up with a light headache. I looked around and I remembered what happened. Chanyeol was the last person I wanted to see and he was the first one to come. This is all his fault if I had access to my phone I could have been there for Chan. Tears started streaming down my cheek. I got up from the bed as my hair was tied up in a ponytail. I looked around as I saw the helmet and necklace. The tears were no longer of sadness but from anger.
I'm just angry and confused with everything right now, but I'm mostly angry with Chanyeol. As I was down the hallway, I saw him, the anger started to boil up again as I walked towards him without thinking I pushed him. He turned around to look at me, his eyes were filled with anger. I didn't care, I just wanted to get rid of this anger inside me. I kept pushing him and hitting. Until he held me tight. "Let me go." I looked at him as I realized that he had another girl from the bar.
I tired to push him off me, it was no use. "Chanyeol, baby I thought you got rid of her." I heard the girl tell him. "Didn't you tell me she was getting you tired." I stopped moving as I looked at the girl and then back to Chanyeol. Before I found out of Chan's death. I already made up my mind, that I was in fact in love with Chanyeol even with all his flaws. I still love him. Those words were the first words that hurt so much.
"You have me now, you can let her go now." She kept on talking as I kept looking at Chanyeol. He let go and putting his hand on my face i flinched, as he wiped the tears that were falling. " Guards, get rid of this slut." The guards started running to take out the girl as Chanyeol lifted me up and walked away. "Let me go, I want you to let me go." I yelled as he opened the door to his office. He threw me on the couch. I got up and walked up him. "Are you really tired of me?" I looked at him as he just looked back.
"I tried so hard to ignore the feelings that growing inside me, but I can't." I said as he kept looking at me. "So are you really tired of me?, so I can just throw these feelings away." I finish saying as he pushed me against the wall. "I'm not tired of you. I never was and never will, get that through your head." He said as he still had me against the wall. "That's bullshit, if you weren't tired of me, you would bring girls. You wouldn't ignore me. You are barely here."
I pushed him away as I walked to the door. He grabbed my arm and pulled me away from the door. He pushed me to his desk as he puts his hand on each side. I was scared as I just looked down. He grabbed my chin and lifts up head to look at him. "Are you really going to throw those feelings away?" He asked as I just didn't reply, I knew I wouldn't do that. He slammed his hand the desk as I flinched. "Answer me God damn it." He yelled as I just shake my head. "I knew you wouldn't."
He place his forehead on mine as I didn't want to stare at him. He scares me , but I know I wouldn't leave him. The door was open by the girl from earlier. "You left for this stupid as bitch." She went towards him and slapped him as I was shocked. "You told me, that I was more important than her. Now you all up on her." She kept going, my hearted started to break again as I just held back my tears. "Don't you dare bring yourself to her place." He yelled and pushed her away. "That girl right there is my world, my everything and no one will ever bring that down. You are just garbage." He finished saying as the girl just gave him a death look.
