Loving You to Death

Loving You to Death (Chapter 1)

Hey Courtney here this is a story that just popped in  

my head a few weeks ago so tell me what you think. 

Thanx for reading 

xoxx Courtney aka Hopefulromantic12 

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"Im sorry Miss Blain but you have cancer" Dr. Ross said

While he says this all I can feel is this horror and fear for my life and the life my baby boy George. Hocould this of happened to me I'm good person.  

"Um..its adenocarcinoma or cancer of the stomach" he looks up and hesitates at my face probably because I'm blank I feel like crying but I'm defiantly not doing it here where everyone can feel bad for the sick lady. 

"the way this cancer is spreading I would give you a year as my best guess and maybe a few months after if you decide to do chemo...do you understand Miss Blain?" he asked 

"yes" I croaked out 

"I say we start you on chemo right away the sooner we get started the longer I'll say you have." Dr. Ross speaks 

My head was just spinning in what he was saying. Me having to have chemo. Me having only a year and a few  months to live!!!! I need to think...I need to get out of this hospital. 

"Um...doctor can I please have some time to think about this please? This was a lot take in can I have a day to just let the fact that I'm going to die sink in please?" I spoke as started to jump off the table and get my coat.  

"Yes you may but Miss Blain I must say something don't talk yourself out like that I've seen miracles happen in this hospital and that I'm always here if you need me" he advised 

"Um..thanx and I'll call you tomorrow" an with I rushed out the hospital to my car...My car i just bought this car I felt so proud.  

George and I we were finally doing fine.. I just had got a promotion from my job and we were on the way to moving out my  parents house. Life was great...Life is great for while it lasts. I start my Ford Fusion and head home. 

As I walk through the door I hear Georgie yell for me from the family room. 

"MOMMY!!!!" my the little angel came running towards me an I pull him up in my arms. 

"Hi Georgie Bear, How was your day honey?" I talked my baby 

"well moma me and granpa wen to de ake we ga fisheses"  

While he was talking I was wondering what would happen to him once I died. I mean I'm sure my parents would take him but he's young an they're getting older. Can they really handle him all the time? And my parents what would they do. They already lost my brother losing the only child the have left would crush them. I can't tell them... I won't tell them.  

Thats what I"ll do. While I'm thinking George is talking... 

"MOMA!' 

"What baby?" i replied 

"I tired" he cood an lean his head on my shoulder  

"How was the doctor honey?" I turned an saw my mom was asking the question.  

"um..good mom. They gave me some meds an I'll be fine by tomorrow" I lied I feel so bad for lying but she wouldn't be able to handle the truth. 

"George and I are going to bed I'll talk to you tomorrow" I continued an went upstairs to my room. 

I layed George in his crib an went over to my bed. I looked at George for a few hours, Just watching his little chest raise and fall. I started reminiscing back to the day he was born. George was born two weeks late and I was so ready for him to come out. Now that I think about it. I kind of wish he stayed inside longer now that I know I only have a year or so left with my baby boy. Starting to cry my eyes out, I wonder will he remember me.  I wonder will he remember his mother and how I loved him so much. I realized that I need to try to stay around long enough for my baby know that he is loved. But I know that I can't to this alone. I need a ally. And knew just the person. I picked up the phone and called him.

"Dr. Eric Ross" he anwserd 

"Dr. Ross, this is Dani Blain Can we talk?".......

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