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"Dr. Eric Ross" he answered
"Dr. Ross, this is Dani Blain; can we talk...
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"Of course Miss Blain, How can I help you?" he spoke
"Um...I've decided to go through with the chemo", I croaked
"That is excellent news Miss Blain...I'm pleased to hear that, but I have the feeling you have more to say" he questioned.
"Um I have a request to ask of you. you or no one at the hospital can contact anyone in my family or let them know what's happening to me." I spoke I looked at the phone waiting for his reaction
"If you don't mind me being so bold but why? If there is an emergency who are we to call?' he questioned
"I'm not letting my family know that I'm dying they have been through enough I'm not adding to their problems and thanks to doctor-patient confidentiality you can't tell them." I demanded
"Ms. Blain, I have to tell you that this goes against what I tell my paitents. The greatest recoveries I've seen have happened when that paitent has a support system." he retorted
"Well doctor as much as I respect your professional opinon. This what I have decided to do and you don't have understand it but do have to respect it" I responded quite annoyed
"Fine. We will start your treatment tomorrow. Please be at the hospital at 10a.m. tomorrow and we will get you started "he told "Goodnight Miss Blain" and the phone clicked
"Goodnight Doctor "I whispered. As the night went on all I could think was that my life was ending an how the only person who knows is a doctor who could probably careless whether I lived or died. And once again I started crying, I couldn't help but just ball up on the bed and enter my own cocoon of self-pity
"why oo cryin momee?" I was scared out of my cocoon by George. He was looking out his crib with such worry it broke my heart.
"Oh baby, mommy isn't crying her eyes are just burning" I said as I'm walking over to his crib. I pulled him out his crib.
"An why are you up Mr.''I asked
"I ad bawd dreeme" George said. I looked at his face it was so scared
"What was the dream about, honey bun?" I questioned. As I was attempting to rock him back to sleep
"OO were gone" he said he cried into my shoulder
"Oh baby Momma isn't going anywhere you here you", a tear strolled my face
"I'll always be here for you baby your my life and I love you" I was saying this as I was rocking him back to sleep. I put him back in his crib and decided to go for a drive. I get in my car and start driving just around my home town. Seeing all the places I grew up at. Mrs. Blissberries' diner where I had my first date and I drove past the lake where I had my first make up out session. I drove to the local cemetery where my older brother was buried. I got out of the my car and went to see where my brothers grave is.I kneeled in front of the. grave and decided to talk with my brother.
"Hey bro" I said
"I know it's been awhile since I've come but I'm here now. You won't this but turns out in a little while I'll be joining you. I can already here your voice now. I know it'll be before either one of us ever expected this to happen but as you say everything happens for a reason." I stopped my speech and let out one single tear.
"I miss you Jared so much. I wish you had the chance to meet George. He acts just like you. He tries act all tough but on the inside he's a big softy. Sometimes I look at him and see you. I know you would have loved him. Well I guess I should be going now but I just wanted to let you know that I'm coming for you big guy" I let out a chuckle remembering the times with my brother. I stood up walked back to my car drove off. Before I knew it I was coming up on Exit 264 and was turining into the hospital. I assumed this was the last stop on the way down memory lane. The place where I found out I was going to die
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Loving You to Death
RomanceDani Blain finds out she had terminal cancer. And feeling like she can talk to no one she turns to the only person who knows. Her doctor and there relationship turns from being supportive to being a romance that not might have a happy ending.
