Brooke's Rants

My Bestfriend is my Sister

My sister is my bestfriend.

Ya, your'e wondering how the fuck that happens aren't you? First of all, sisters are supposed to hate eachother. Second, even if they don't, who's lame enough to have on as their bestfriend?

Me.

It's not hard to beleive. One look at me and your'e for sure i have no friends. No. Fake people and instagram followers do NOT count. I am just one of the lucky few who bonded with my sibling. 

That's great for me! Right? HELL NO 

I am going to list some traits and facts about my sister: gorgeous, popular, hot as shit, skinny, slim thicc, a cheerleader, blonde, girly girl, dramatic, confident, pulls a lot of guys, a bitch, "innocent", complete and total basic bitch white girl.

Now me: short, stumpy, chunky, thicc but not in a good way, ugly as shit, basketball player, brunette, edgy, emotinally unstable, insecure, HUGE slut, "pothead", "alcoholic", pulls ugly guys, a bitch when mad or sad but always feel bad after i am, good person overall, complete and total waste of my dad's sperm. 

That was nessacery just so you know where i'm coming from. 

She gets everything. EVERYTHING. And maynbe i'd be okay with that if she fucking shared it or was nicer about it. 

Okay, okay, you don't know what i mean... for example: Im grounded right now (which was her fault, i did nothing, but i was still punished because my parents are fucking stupid, and i never do shit ever and it's always her fucking smart ass mouth that fucks us both over-- im getting off track) and i found a trap phone. Social Media being my only contact to the human world, I used the trap phone.

As soon as Leah found out i had one. I was never allowed get on the phone again. Not until she's asleep at four o'clock in the morning (either i'm already asleep or all my friends are).

 But that's not all. 

She always puts me down, calls me fat, a slut, annoying, a bitch, breaks my computers, gets me punished, etc. She never says sorry, and I'm fucking tired of it. She's pushed me around like that for fourteen years! I don't know what to fucking do! I want to punch her in her fucking face so she'll shut the fuck up but i can't. Why? Because my sister is my bestfriend.

This rant made no sense and i dont feel like i got enough out but im tired asf. I'm just trying to wait out the time Leah falls asleep so i can get on the phone. 

3 hours in counting... 2:11 a.m.