My Beautiful Disaster

Third Disaster

Natapos ang klase namin na wala akong naintindihan. Iniisip ko pa rin kung uuwi ba 'ko sa bahay mamaya. Mainit pa ang dugo sakin ni Daddy,I left him dumbfolded after my bitch sister slapped me. I tend to say unnecessary words against everyone especially when I'm furious. I tend to lose control and it's my first time to lose control in front of Dad. I don't know how to face him after that.

"One piece american steak and one cup of rice. Glass of cold water too."
I ordered my lunch at the cafeteria. I decided to eat with my friends.
Umupo ako sa table namin and as expected,they gave me a i-know-what-happened-look.

"I bet pinagalitan ka na naman ng daddy mo." Ani Shanelle Yeah right it's a statement.

"I lost control. I'm furious and boom!...my bitch sister is there again with her remarks and don't ask about me, I'm the antagonist."I said matter of factly.

"Your sister is one hell of a bitch"nagtatangis ang bagang na sambit ni Frances.

"I heard that your sister is chasing a hot guy in the fourth year. Oooh the slut is bored."sarcastikong sambit ni Ava.

"Well,di na ako nagulat na wala na sila ni Adrian after they make out. Kate only wanted to ruin us and after that she's done. She is going to plan another scene to ruin me and make me miserable." I said

Tinitigan ako ng matagal ng mga kaibigan ko na para ba ako ang pinakainteresanteng tao sa mundo. Well ang OA naman 'non kaya tinanong ko sila

"What?"

"Alam mo naman pala e. Wala ka bang gagawin?ughhhhh" parang batang nagtatantrums na sabi ni Frances.

Ano nga bang gagawin ko?
Natigilan ako sa tanong ni Frances.

"Alam ko na yang mukhang yan,wala kang naiisip na gagawin ano? Hahayaan mo na naman sya Beauty? Habang hinahayaan mo sya lalo lang syang ginaganahan na gumawa ng masama,na ikakasira mo."nagpantig ang tenga ko sa narinig

"Hindi ko naman sya hinahayaan ah. Nakita nyo kung paano ko nilalabanan ang paninira nya pero may nangyari ba? May nagbago ba? Wala. Kahit hindi nyo sabihin alam ko na kailangan kong gumawa ng paraan para maging maayos ang lahat. Pero wala akong maisip e. Tao lang ako,napapagod. Napapagod ako pabanguhin yung pangalan kong pilit nyang pinababaho."

Natahimik sila pagkatapos ng mahabang litanya ko. Totoo naman e. Mabait lang ako pero di ako tanga. Di ko hahayaan na may  sumira sakin pero napapagod din ako. Nakakapagod kasi araw araw iniisip ko kung ano na naman ang gagawin ng kapatid ko para maging miserable ako.

Napahilamos ako sa aking palad dala ng frustration at walang sabisabing tinahak ang daan palabas ng cafeteria.

Tulala akong naglalakad sa hallway.

BLAAAAAGGG!!!!!!!

Bigla na lang akong nakaramdam ng sakit sa braso, may nakabangga akong lalaki at ngayon nasa sahig ang gamit ko.

Great! How can this day get any better?

I shot a glare at the man who bumped at me and efffff.....HE'S THE MAN WHO SAW MY EMOTIONAL BREAKDOWN!!!!!!!

"MISS?ikaw na naman? Ikaw yung muntik ko ng mabangga kanina ah. Are you okay?"
Sunod sunod na tanong nito habang binibigay ang gamit kong nahulog sht.

"No I'm not."wala sarili kong pag-amin dito.
At noong narealize ko ang sinabi ko...."No,I mean I'm okay Next time tumingin ka naman sa dinadaanan mo...."what's his name again?

"Disaster" is he saying I'm disaster prone???!

"What??!"

"Disaster,its my name pft." Aba't pinagtatawanan pa ako nito ah.

Inirapan ko na lang sya at tinalikuran. Hmmmmmm.... Disaster? Hahaha catchy name. Well, I can't stand his deep brown eyes. His proud nose, perfect set of teeth,reddish kissable lips....

Did I just said kissable? Sht.

Disaster'sPOV

I just saw that crying girl in the campus.

She is indeed gorgeous. Her expressive blue eyes,her nose,her jet black straight hair,her pink delicious sweet lips.

Did I said delicious?

I'm on my way to my first class then I saw a familiar bitch.. Kate

"Hi baby. Mind if we meet after class?Can we? I'm bored. I know you can keep me entertained."she said in an erotic tone.

Di ko na lang sya pinansin at iiling-iling na dumiretso sa room. I heard her calling me many times but I don't bother to look. I'm not interested at her. I don't do second taste.

Well it's true,I don't believe in second chances. I think it's absurd.

My mom cheated on my dad and when my mom started apologizing,my dad didn't bother to listen. That's why I don't belive in second chances. We all had the first chance so why waste it? Just because we had another chance left? Stupid.

"Class,let us remember that love is the most powerful emotion." Litanya ng teacher namin ng values education

To be blunt,I don't believe in love. I don't believe in fairytales where there is the prince and the princess who lives happily ever after. I'm not bitter,it's based from my experience.

If there's love,my mom won't cheat
If there's love,my mom wouldn't have search for another man
If there's love,we would have been complete the whole time.

"Bro,uuwi ka na ba? " Brent asked me

"Oo, can't live forever in a hotel."
True, i stayed in a hotel weeks ago after a fight with my father.

We can't stay in a house if we are both angry with each other and since ako yung anak,ako ang nag aadjust. My father has these attitude problems simula ng iniwan kami ni mom,well I don't mind as long as he provides me with my needs.

Pagbukas ng pinto si dad ang sumalubong sakin.
"Where did you stay son? You left me just like you mother." Pag sesenti ni dad pagpasok ko ng bahay. Hays, I think he had a trauma and he always think na iiwanan ko sya.

"Dad,Im back. I just.... just think I need some space."

"Sorry son,I'm just afraid na iwan mo rin ako. Your the only one I have,I can't afford to lose you."

"Pfttt your so cheesy dad it's awkward hahaha."  Di ko napigilang tumawa sa ka-cornyhan ng tatay ko. Nakakahiya pero ganyan kami magusap ng papa ko,he will fire a dramatic line and everything becomes funny and awkward at the same time.

Dumiretso ako sa kwarto ko pagkatapos akong pagsentihan ng daddy ko. I remembered that girls face...

What could her name be?