Getting Used To Punk Love

Flashback

"Well the year before when I was a junior,I used to he everyone's friend. I had so much attention and love. I was always nice and I always help people. I think I was the 3rd most popular girl in school if I recall." I said. "Oh really now?" Billie laughed. "It's true! But then in the mid-end of the school year,that's when Charlie moved in as a transfer student. The first few weeks of school,he'd always stare at me in the halls and the 2 classes I had with him. Then one day I finally got the nerve to ask him why he always stared at me. But I said it in a sweet tone of voice. I never felt 'sadness' or 'pain' before. Charlie then told me that I was beautiful. I thanked him. But I wouldn't date him... I mean,he was a muscular guy! He was handsome too. But I felt something wrong about him. After that I never talked to him since but he always tried talking to me. When we got into senior year,Charlie had formed a gang that I was talking about earlier. Then one day in lunch,the gang told everyone that if they speak to me,they'd get a beating or something. Of course they got a 3 week detention. Ever since that day,everyone ignored me except the gang. They always forced me to do things with them like to sit with them at lunch or be school partners with one of them. I swear at least I person for the gang were in each of all my classes which was really freaky. But the only free time I had was when I went to the restroom or at home. I didn't feel safe at all. Okay,back to where I started doing pot!" Billie cut me off again. "So,that was it? You just kept doing that until college?" "Pretty much...I don't understand with they didn't choose the 1st most popular girl...she was my best friend... I don't know what happened to her..." "Oh...I'm sorry,Sunday..." Billie said sadly. "It's fine,Billie...it wasn't your fault. So where was I... Oh yea, so when I was in the abandoned house,Charlie came out from the darkness and said 'lil miss perfect...'"