I'm going to start by making a list of all the disorders or illnesses I have. I am not posting this because I seek attention I do this to try and get a better understanding of my feelings and try to let other people know what I'm feeling.
What I write is what I want to say but am to scared to. To depressed. To worthless.
LETS GET STARTED!
Bipolar Disorder
Depression
Anxiety
I am starting to get Anorexia Nervosa.
These are the worst combination ever in my opinion. Sure other people have it worse but I cut myself and have scars and cuts to prove it. I lie out of every situation I can. "Why are you crying?" "Oh I'm just tired". I hate myself. My mind. My body. Everything. The things I hate most are my breasts. This may sound weird but I am not a girl not a boy. I am the inbetween. I still don't know my gender identity yet but it's for sure isn't girl. I cry over the littlest things. Might not see my friends that mean everything to me. Start crying. Couldn't listen to my own music. Crys. You might think that's a stupid thing to cry about. When it keeps me alive not really.
Next time I will focus more on each disorder.
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My Depression and other thing like it.
RandomThis is a story about my depression and other mental disorders and illnesses. What helps me what breaks me and everthing I do in between those stages. TheThe his is basically about my life.
