Ch.2
DanPOV-
"Phil...." I say as he gently scrubs the cat nose and whiskers off of my face. "Yes?" He responds. "Wh...what would happen if I killed myself...." Phil's eyes widen as he stops everything he's doing. "Dan!! Don't say that!! You're going to live!!!! I don't care if you like it or not. You need to stay...." He said grabbing onto my shoulders. I just look down as tears well up in my eyes. Realization begins to hit phil, "DAN! We're you planning on killing yourself over break!?!?!" Shit. I've been found out...I shook my head but he knew I was lying. He grabbed me and hugged me as tight as he could. "What were you planning on doing?..." He said as I responded with hanging. His eyes got wide "with what?!" He exclaimed, "computer wire...." I answer still looking down, "dan, that's it. That would be like your 6th suicide attempt!! Remember the second time and we were sososososo close to loosing you?! Do you remember how much of a mess I was?! Remember how I cut?....I may have only done it once and ,there was minimal blood, but still!!! Do you want me to cut again?...." I shook my head vigorously and grabbed onto him "please don't phil!!!!! Don't hurt yourself!!!!" I said as I started crying again.
Phil POV-
"Shhh...Dan...I won't.....hey, look at me" I said as I lifted his chin up to look at me, "want your cat whiskers back and do you wanna go cuddle little kitty?" I said with a smile completely forgetting that our friends will be here soon as he nodded. We got up and walked back into Dan's room and I drew his whiskers back on him and smiled, "there you go kitty" I said as I ruffled his hair. "God Phil, you can act so gay sometimes" Dan said and laughed, "hey! I can't help it! I'm just a happy person!" I said and laughed with him as we laid down on Dan's bed and cuddled. I know, I know, it seems gay but I'm not and neither is he. :) well technically he's bisexual but he doesn't want ANYONE to know at all. I herd him start to cry as he started to get up, "hey where are you going?" I say slightly concerned as he walks over to his piano and starts playing.
Dan POV-
God I hate life...I want to go curl up with Phil again but I know I can't...i can't make leaving harder than it already is. I suddenly feel Phil come up behind me and put his arms around me and hide his face in my neck, " Dan, please don't be sad, I can't take seeing you in hospital again...I need you to stay here so we can keep living together!! Like how in a few months we'll be moving into a flat together, and how we'll go on awesome double dates in the future if we ever get into a relationship. Dan, I love you so much man. I need you to stay..." He said then he kissed my cheek. I know, how even more gay!! Nope, kissing on the cheeks is a regular of occurrence between us. "Thanks Phil...." I said as the door bell rang. "Stay here kitty I'll be back in a sec" phil said as he ran out of the room to get the door. I looked around my room I'm confusion as to why I'm still here and why phil likes me so much. I continued playing my piano when I herd foot steps that we're coming closer to my room. I sighed and kept playing knowing that my friends would be bursting into my room at any second
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The Cat whiskers saved me (Phanfiction)
RomanceTruth or dare, kitty whiskers, alcohol, pills, smoking, and a bunch of teens doesn't mix well together. Dan and Phil are best friends. Dan is suicidal and a little mentally crazy. One fateful spring vacation dan stops taking his medicine and is plan...