Chapter 7

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It was around evening when I finish my shower and put something comfortable,a tang top and jeans.It was Friday after all and I have nothing to do,I've done everything for school,and I didn't want to think about anything that happened.I decided to go to the garage where I had my guitar,sometimes when I have nothing to do I would play it.Mom used to play it to me when I was young,It was an enjoyable moment for my family.I started to play for a while,until I found myself singing the song mom sang to me.
When the time comes
Just let me hold you tight
Though I may not be here long
Just smile and I'll always be their
I'll watch from the sky
And shine a light on you
So don't forget the love that we had
And know that you will never be alone
So keep on smiling
My love
I never understood her song when I was young,but now I do.life is cruel like that,and I don't blame it on people I blame it on the world.The one reason why I'm still here is because I'm a fighter,although I may not be strong I will continue you to fight,I will never give in to anything.
"I see you still remember that song." I was startled by my dad,who was leaning against the door frame.

"Yah,I could never forget it." I said honestly.

"You still sing perfectly,it's been awhile sense I last hear you."He was smiling at this point,it's hard to see him smile most of the time.

"I  guess so,I honestly didn't even realize I was singing."

"I know I've asked this over and over but,are you really ok?"He had a sad look on his face,one so familiar that I've gotten use to.

"I keep telling you that I'm fine every time,you don't need to worry about me."I tried to put a smile on,but I only got a small smile.

He only had a hurt smile on his face,then turned around to the kitchen,I know he's not the best person to tell that I feel lost and depressed, he would only have more trouble.I prefer not to trouble him more,if it's that much I can do,I won't hurt him further.I love father,so I'm going to fight just for him and I won't stop.

I'M POSITIVE THAT I CAN HELP HIM,JUST BY PRETENDING TO BE HAPPY.

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