Out of the dark

chapter 15(End)

When I woke I was blinded by lights,I let my eyes adjust to the the things around me.A hospital,I was in a hospital,when did I get here?How did I get here?I looked around to see my dad sleeping in the chair near the door and next to him was Max and Mia,I looked next to me to see Ethan staring at me intensely.He looked like a mess,his hair looked like a mess and it looked like he was crying ,they all looked like they were crying.

"Why...what the hell were you thinking?"Ethan asked,shaking me.

I honestly don't know what to tell him,I guess the truth,"I...I miss her.....I ."I started crying,"I didn't what anyone finding out...that I h-had depression."

He got up and hugged me,"I...I saw you lying on the ground with blood,you were lifeless.....I-I thought you died."I felt him hold me tighter,then he look looked at my face,he was crying."Don't scare your family,friends and me."He was shaking now,after a few minuets of him hold onto me tightly,he got up and woke my dad,Mia and Max then walked out of the room.

"FAITH!"My dad yelled which started me, "WHAT ON EARTH WERE YOU THINKING?"He yelled again.

I lowered my head,I felt a hand on my back,I looked up to see Max and Mia who followed behind.Then I guess I just snapped, "YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT I WAS THINKING."I yelled back,he was quite now, "I'm sorry,but I never wanted you or anyone to find out that I still think about mother and that I just let depression get to me.I wanted to join her,at that time."

He sighed,"What?I...I just wish you told me sooner.I'll.....be back,keep an eye on her."He walked out of the room,closing the door behind him.

I turned my attention to Max and Mia who were still next to me,I looked at my hands they were wrapped."Who found me?"I asked,I believe I already know the answer but I need to know for sure.

"Faith--"Mia said,who was soon cut off by Max.

"Ethan found you first,I saw you second.It's.......that was a scary thing you did,you scared the crap out of me.Ethan on the other hand.....he lost his cool...I'm just gonna leave it at that."Max explained."Hey how about I go find him?It's better if he tells you everything."Just like that he left the room,leaving me and Mia alone.

I don't dare look at her,after everything i'm sure she just wants to push me around some more.I was taken aback as Mia hug me for dear life and is crying a waterfall,"I'M SORRY!" She screamed."I know I did this and....and I didn't help you with your family problems.I did do anything all I did was hurt you further,because the person I feel in love with,loves you."She cried in between her words.

That's the reason she did all though's things.....wait.......SOMEONE LOVES ME!!I shake my head,cause I know that's impossible,I put my hand on Mia's head to try and calm her down,"Mia that's impossible,no one loves me in school."I gave her a weak smile when she looked at me,"I did that because I couldn't take the world anymore without my mother....I wanted to see her again."I didn't lie to her that is part of why I did it,I just couldn't handle my thoughts and her plus her gang.  

"That's......not true.Your a beautiful person...your smart,kind and sweet.If I were a guy I would differently want to be your boyfriend."I blushed heavily,"Your a good person,you know that?"I didn't know what to say,"Anyways I have to go sadly,I only came to see if you were alright."She walked to the door to open it but Ethan came through before she could open the door,then she past him closing the door.

He looked worse then did before,he stood near the door looking down at his feet.What happened to him?Should I say something?I was about to say something when he walked over to the bed and sat down near me.I would be lying if I said i'm not worried about him,what did Max say to him? 

Still looking at his feet,"Is Max your....b-boyfriend?"He asked.

I'm confused as to why he's asking me this,"Max is just a friend,why?"I tilted my head a bit to the side.

"o..h"He said not answering my question,he mumbled something that I couldn't quite make out.After that I was in complete shock,my brain couldn't handle anything that was happening.When I was able to process everything,I was already doing the same thing,Ethan kissed me out of the blue.It went on for a long time until we we heard the door knob turn he pulled away and walked to the the chair near the door as the the doctor came in.He smiled at me,my face was burning.    

The doctor had that suspicious look but ignored it quickly,"Miss.Anderson,you will be here for a few days then you will be discharged from the hospital."I nodded,still having a foggy mind at the moment. 

Everything after the hospital went fairly well,father remarried,Mia is now dating Max,she also isn't bulling people anymore and Ethan and me are dating.I haven't had any problems,no bad thoughts only good one.Everything felt better as well,I had new and old friends and someone who loves me.I won't lie he's very protective of me and follows me around a lot......It's weird but I still love him nonetheless.