Dangit (katsuDeku)

Confession

(Izuku's POV)

Second period rolled around and I just wanted the day to end quickly so I could meet kacchan and get what ever he wanted to tell or do to me over with, it was hard not thinking about it..
I had finished all my work for second period and started to let my thoughts wonder, what if kacchan actually liked me, he was acting odly this morning and had even apologized to me when I had fallen out of my seat because of him, as soon as I realised what I was thinking I immediately gave up on it, after hating me or.. acting as if he hated me all these years I doubt he has any romantic feelings for me.. I doubt he has any feelings for me besides utter hatred, it's depressing knowing the person you're in love with hates you and you quite possibly will never have the chance to be with them.

Before I realised the bell had rang and it was interval, I packed up my stuff and exited the classroom to meet up with uraraka and Iida.

- time skip brought to you by Changbin from straykids's v shaped chin -

It was the end of the school day and I'd had spent all my spare time in classes wondering what was going to become of me when I met kacchan like he had asked.

As I was walking to the training field, all the anxiety I had been feeling all day was coming all at once and I almost didn't walk out there, but the 0.001% chance that something good might happen made me meet him, as soon as I got on to the field I could see kacchan standing in the middle of it, facing away from me, it took about a minute to reach him and by the time I got there he had turned around and was looking at me with an emotion I'd never seen him have.. it was as if he was regretting something, perhaps asking me to come out here.

"H-hey Kacchan" I stuttered out, not caring at this point because I've never been able to hold a proper conversation with him.. not since we were kids.

"Shutup, let me talk before you get all nervous and avoid eye contact" he said with a harsh tone.

I jumped, not expecting it with the way he was looking at me.
"Okay.."

He sighed afterwards and turned around with hunched shoulders..
"Ya know, I've never actually was able to figure out why I hated you so much, when we were younger I blamed it on the fact that you treated All Might as if he was more important than me.. which makes sense seeing as though I now know why I hate you.." he said in a calm voice still not looking at me.

"Hated you" he added.

"What do you mean kacchan"

"I said I don't hate you, and what the fuck is up with you anyway, I treat you like utter scum for most of our childhood and you still look at me as if we never stopped being friends, always paying close attention from a distance, watching my every move.. it's kinda creepy" he chuckled afterwards.

Oh so he thinks I'm a creep.

"I'm sorry" I said looking down at my clenched fists trying not let my emotions show..

"Stop apologizing dammit!" He yelled turning to face me as I flinched again.

"Deku... I mean Izuku.. god I haven't called you that in a long time.." he mumbled looking at me whilst I still looked at my hands now blushing, he hasn't called me Izuku since we were kids..

"Look at me when I'm talking to you" he said in a soft voice.

"Stop it, I don't know what you're getting at talking to me in that voice or calling me by my name after all these years but it's freaking me out, what am I meant to be doing here, why are you telling me this" I said in a loud voice making eye contact with him despite my red face , he looked suprised.

"Dammit Izuku just tell me this, what do you want me to do here, why do you look at me as if I don't treat you like shit, why did you even show up here" he said not breaking the eye contact.

"Because... Because you asked me to"  I said

"That can't be the answer" he replied

"I-it is" I stuttered.

"Izuku, I'm in love with you, that's why I hated you so much, that's why blaming it on your obsession with All might made sense, to you he was more important, he's always been more important, I've acted out of jealousy all these years and as soon as I realized that I knew it was to late, me and you could never be together after what I've done" he said tearing up but keeping up with the eye contact.

I collapsed to my knees "kacchan you've got to be kidding, is this some kind of joke, am I gonna wake up tomorrow and this be the talk of the school.. because.. if what you just told me is true then.."

"Then what" he spat.

"Then we're in love with each other" I said looking at my knees.

"W-what" kacchan stuttered.

"I'm in love with you kacchan, I must be some kind of masochist to be able to love you for this long despite your tormenting.. but I am"

"Holy shit" he breathed out.

"It's a joke isn't it?, you really do hate me.." I started crying.

"Dangit..No... No stop crying please, I've caused enough pain, I can't have you looking like this when I realize we've loved each other, you can't do this.. " kacchan ran to me and dropped to his knees pulling me into his arms "I love you so.. so so much Izuku Midoriya, you have no idea how many sleepless nights I've had thinking about you, or how many times I've woken up because of dreams I've had.." he said kissing my forehead as I looked up at him.

"I've dreamed about you as well.." I breathed out making eye contact with him.

"What, nightmares" he chuckled.

"No.. dreams" I said smiling at him.

He smiled back leaning in and resting his forehead against mine. "Do I still have a chance to make up all these years to you"
He whispered.

"No matter how long it took, I think I'd always give you a chance" I said letting some tears fall as he wiped them away with his thumbs that I just realized have been cradling my face.

"Good because I don't think I'd be able to live knowing you love me but don't trust me enough to let me love you back" he sighed leaning in to kiss me, I immediately started kissing, it was a slow, love filled kiss, his lips were chapped but I loved it.

"It's getting dark" he said ending the kiss.

"Mm" I hummed in agreement.

"Get up I'll walk you home" he said standing up and holding his hands out to me, I smiled taking them, whilst pulling myself up he pecked my lips quickly and started to walk off the field holding one of my hands.

(Katsuki pov)

Dangit I love you Izuku.. I thought.

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(1377 words)
yo yo yo, it's me ya lazy ass mf author that completely forgot I was writing this book.
I'm so sorry I haven't updated I legit have been reading fan fiction, and getting into more kpop groups and shit, I'm also in highschool so it's hard lmao, it's currently 4:52 am and I legit haven't slept so I'm probably about to sleep untill like 1 in the afternoon and then fuck up my sleeping schedule even more than it was, I knew this was going to be a short book so in sorry if you expected more chapters but I'd probably take months to come up with a plot for the rest of the book and this is a fitting end, you got your slight Smut in the dreams and they ended up together.. lmao thanks for reading I hope you enjoyed it!!