Fictional Dreams?

The next day

Namjoon's POV

I woke trying to figure out what I should do. I think she wants me to...... I don't know.

"Actions speak louder than words."

So I'll have to do something in order to prove that I am sorry.

I quit BigHit, cut off Mijahn in all ways possible, took out ALL the money I had from the bank and put it in bags, grabbed everything I owned and put it into boxes, and I even left the dorms. I cut everything and everyone out of my life.

I went to Yn's house and brought a truck with me with all my stuff. She answered the door.

End of POV
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Namjoon- You told me that actions speak louder than words and I'm asking for forgiveness. Take all my money, clothes, and whatever you want from me. I quit my job for you and I'm now homeless for you.

Yn- You didn't have to do all that.

Namjoon- Then what do you want me to do in order to forgive you!!

Yn- There really is nothing you can do. All you can do is learn from your mistake.

Namjoon- I've learned my lesson. I'm no longer happy nor okay. I lost the person I love and I can't even hold Lynn.

Yn- I just need some time.

Namjoon- Where's Jackson?

Yn- He's back at work now. I'm watching Lynn at the moment, but she's sleeping.

Namjoon- May I see her?

I felt bad for him at the moment and I let him in. She was in her crib awake.

Namjoon- Hi baby!

I watch him play with my child as I observe his face. He was really enjoying his time with her. Lynn started to cry and as I figured, she was hungry.

Yn- Namjoon, could you go downstairs and get her milk in the fridge?

Namjoon- Okay.

I'm still mad at him, but mostly sad and upset. I guess it's okay if he stays for a little bit....or for a while. He helped me take care of Lynn for the rest of the day. We talked like how we used to and as much I as I missed it, I hated it.

I went to put Lynn back in her crib to sleep for the night. Namjoon was there at the door looking at me.

Namjoon- You have no idea how much I missed you.

He hugged and kissed me and I did the same back. I really did miss him.

Yn- Let's talk about this in my room.

Before I could talk I started to cry, I didn't know what to say. I stood up as Namjoon sat on the bed prepared to hear what I had to say.

Yn- Namjoon, you helping me out with Lynn today made me realize that I can't keep pushing you away. I know that we're both hurt and the only people that can fix that is us. I don't want Lynn to grow up wonder where her dad is her whole life.

Namjoon- I'm assuming that you forgive me?!!

Yn- Seems like it.

Namjoon- Come here.

I cried the whole night and all he did was comfort me. I fell asleep in his arms feeling safe once again. I was feeling better and I needed to take a shower. I stripped my clothes off in the bathroom and I could've sworn that I locked the door when I was in the shower. I heard the door close. Namjoon was naked.

Namjoon- Mind if I join?

I could tell he was smirking and I liked it.

Namjoon- I figured you could use some company since you were taking a shower by yourself 😏.

He stepped in and helped me wash myself. His big hands touching me everywhere. Rubbing his hands against my pussy. I loved and missed the tingling sensation he gave me. We kissed as the water dropped off our skin. I stroked his cock when he started fingering me.

*ding dong*

Crap!

Yn- Dry off and get your clothes on!

He didn't respond due to the hurry he was in.

Namjoon- Hello?

Jackson- It's me! What are you doing here?

Namjoon- Yn and I made up and I'm currently sleeping in the spare bedroom.

Jackson- That's great, where's Yn?

Namjoon- She's taking a shower.

Jackson- And you just got done taking a shower?

Namjoon- Yea. Why you here?

Jackson- I just came to check on Yn and Lynn.

Namjoon- Could we talk?

Jackson- Sure.

Namjoon- I don't want to sound perverted or anything bu-

Jackson- I already know you are.

Namjoon- Did you and Yn have sex?

Jackson- Ummmm. What gave you the idea?

Namjoon- Just when we did the FaceTime thingy.

Jackson- Well we didn't have sex, but I just gave her oral sex.

Namjoon- Okay, just wanted to know.

Jackson- So you guys a thing now?

Namjoon- Not sure, but we're getting along pretty well now.

Jackson- That's good.

Namjoon- So I heard that you got your job back.

Jackson- I did, JYP was getting all these complaints and threats.

Namjoon- daeng.

Jackson- Yea.

Yn- I'm done taking a shower now! Hey Jackson!

Jackson- Hey!

I reach in for a hug with Jackson and Namjoon just smirks at me the whole time. I wanted to know what he was thinking about.

Jackson- I just stopped by to check in on you and Lynn.

Yn- We're fine, you don't need to worry about us.

Jackson- Well since you're good, I guess I'll leave.

He just kept smirking at me.

Namjoon- Go to bed, you've had a long day.

I was heading to bed anyways. Namjoon slept in the spare bedroom.

It was midnight when I woke up when Namjoon called my name. He was jerking off naked in my bed!

Yn- What the hell Namjoon!

Namjoon- I need you to help me out. I'm really horny and you need to be punished princess.

Yn- I'm tried, there's no way you're gonna turn me on at this point.

Namjoon- Or could I?

Yn- I'm going back to sleep!

Namjoon- You're no fun.