Styles Family (harry styles fanfiction)

Amnesia

Anabelle POV

Aku terbangun dari tidurku mataku bengkak sekarang ya daritadi aku menangis

Aku lapar aku membutuhkan makan dan anak ini juga pasti membutuhkannya bukan?? Aku beranjak dari tempat tidurku dan pergi di dapur aku mengambil roti dan mengoleskannya dengan selai aku melihat kesekelilingku sepi tak ada siapa-siapa Harry kemana ya?? hei kenapa aku memikirkannya dia sudah menyakiti hatiku tapi entah kenapa aku penasaran dengan keberadaannya aku bergegas mencarinya

Seluruh ruangan sudah aku cari hanya satu tempat yang belum aku cek yaitu kamar Jane perlahan-lahan aku membuka pintu kamar Jane ya karna aku yakin Jane jam segini pasti sudah tertidur ternyata benar Harry sedang tidur dilantai ia sepertinya kedinginan karna tidurnya tak tenang sedaritadi aku kembali ke kamarku mengambil selimut lalu kembali ke kamar Jane ya jujur aku masih sangat peduli sama dia aku masih sangat mencintainya setelah aku memakaikannya selimut aku berlari kembali ke kamarku aku berlari sambil menangis

Setelah aku di kamar aku menguncinya dan menangis sejadi-jadinya aku mengambil HP ku dan bermaksud untuk mendengarkan lagu ya mungkin dengan mendengarkan lagu hatiku jauh lebih tenang aku mencari-cari lagu yang pas aku pun memilih lagu 5sos-amnesia untuk aku dengarkan

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though all your friends tell me you’re doing fine

And you’re somewhere feeling lonely even though he’s right beside you

When he says those words that hurt you do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

‘Cause I’m not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

‘Cause I’m not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they’re still living in my phone

I admit I like to see them even when I feel alone

All my friends keep asking why I’m not around

It hurts to see you happy and it hurts that you’re not mine

It’s hard to hear your name when I haven’t seen you in so long

It’s like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

‘Cause I’m not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I’d hold you closer than I ever did before

And you’d never slip away

And you’d never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the makeup running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn’t need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

I’m not fine at all

#5sos-Amnesia

Ya sesuai dengan lagu ini aku berharap saat aku bangun aku mengalami amnesia dan aku dapat melupakan semua hal-hal bodoh yang membuat hatiku sakit aku hanya menangis sambil mendengarkan lagu itu lagu yang sesuai dengan isi hatiku dan tanpa sadar aku tertidur kembali

Hmm part ini terinspirasi dari lagunya 5sos yang amnesia part yang "Mine" itu aku juga terinspirasi dari lagunya Petra Sihombing-Mine