Chapter Four: Never Let you go

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Louis swiftly picked her up and rushed backstage. Liam and Zayn remained on stage to explain what was happening to the fans as Harry and Niall went with Louis. The management quickly made a clearing on the floor for Louis to gently lay Natalia down. Harry put a pillow under her head as Niall tied a blanket around her waist. They all moved away from her as she started to convulse while making weird sounds.

Her whole body was shaking and she kept twitching.

"Natalia, we need you to relax." Louis said softly. "I know you don't like it but just calm down. You're alright okay?"

Her eyes moved to the back of her head as she continued seizing. Liam and Zayn ran up to them and watched in silence. Her chest kept heaving up and down as her hands folded again at each other hitting her chest hard. Blood and mucus trailed down her from her opened mouth. She kept peeing on herself wetting the blanket around her. Every part of her body was shaking and let's just say that it was scaring the fuck out of the boys.

"Natalia, please come out." Louis said softly again trying not to cry. "You can do it, we just need you to come out."

After a while, her eyes slowly rolled back and her whole body relaxed. She blinked numerously for a while and looked at Louis trying to talk but only slurred. Louis quickly came close to her and used a tissue to wipe her mouth.

"You're okay Natalia. Can you tell me my name?" She just stared at him blankly making him sigh. "Okay, can you tell me your name?" Still no answer. He sighed and gently scooped her up carrying her into his dressing room with the boys following and some part of the management.

He put her on a couch and helped her to sit up. Harry removed the blanket around her waist as Niall helped her wear a pair of new jeans. Zayn helped her to jug down a glass of water to clear her throat. She leaned against Louis feeling exhausted. After a brief minute, she fell asleep against him letting out gentle snores. Louis kissed her forehead pushing out her hair from her face.

"When they said this would be a big seizure, I didn't know it'd be this bad." Liam whispered in utter shock. "That was..."

"...terrible." Niall finished for him looking sadly at her. "She doesn't deserve this."

"No one those." Zayn muttered. "Let's get going before the fans get back here and wake her."

Louis got up with her without a word and followed them out of the stadium. The paps of course just had to block them and start firing questions at them. Luckily, they had bodyguards that helped to clear a safe path for them to make it to the limo waiting for them.

The next day, Natalia woke up feeling weird. She looked around her and found herself in Louis and Harry's room. The bed was empty with only her in it. She rubbed her eyes sleepily and grabbed the teddy bear lying beside her crawling out of the bed. She made her way towards the kitchen where she could here hushed voices. Instead of seeing Louis or Harry, she saw Liam and Zayn sitting around a table.

"Zaynie." She whimpered making him turn around in his seat. He jumped off it and ran up to her carrying her up letting her rest her head on his shoulder. He resumed his sitting position as he and Liam exchanged scared looks.

"How do you feel Nat?" Liam asked as Natalia lifted her head yawning.

"I know I'm not supposed to eat till I brush but I'm really hungry." She murmured. "Where Harry and Louis?"

"They went out for a while." Zayn answered as Liam went ahead to make her some cereal. "What do you say if we go get you freshened up while Li makes some cereal."

"Okay." She hummed dragging him towards the bathroom. Zayn helped her get ready and soon they walked back into the kitchen with Natalia now wearing a pink skirt with a blue top. Zayn lifted her up into a seat as Liam pushed her cereal towards her. She started to eat it while kicking her legs out. "Um...why can't I remember yesterday? I thought we were going for a party but I don't remember that."

"You had a seizure Nat." Liam said quietly. "A big one." She frowned and stopped eating gently placing her spoon beside her bowl. She started sniffing and used her hand to wipe her eyes. Liam rushed to her side as Zayn went to open the door for Louis and Harry. "Natalia, what's wrong?"

Louis came into the kitchen smiling but his smile quickly fell when he saw her dabbing her eyes. He rushed to her side prying her hands from her eyes. "Natalia, why are you crying?"

She wrapped her hands around Louis' neck and started to cry. "D...don't throw me out! I'm...I'm sowy! I...I try to stop it, but I can't! I'll try harder! Am sowy!"

Lou's felt his heart shatter as Natalia cried harder. He lifted her off her seat rubbing her back moving towards the couch. He sat down letting her legs straddle his hips. He lifted her face up and used his thumbs to wipe her tears away. She continued sniffing and looked at her hands with her red puffy eyes.

"Love, I won't throw you out, I'm not like the rest." She sniffed again and looked at him in the eye. Louis realised that Natalia was a very shattered girl who had been mishandled for so many years because she had something beyond her control. "Nothing is wrong with you; it's okay if you can't control it. I don't need you to try harder to stop it, I just need you to fight it when it comes. Don't let it take you away from us. And I promise I'll never let you go."

Natalia smiled a bit putting her head on Louis' chest. Niall barged into the house about to yell but stopped when he saw the cute father and daughter moment going on and he couldn't just help himself as he fished out his phone to snap them; they were just so cute together and the other boys agreed as they left the two alone.

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