numb // victuri

pills and perscriptions

i take pills.

pills to help me sleep at night.

pills to help with my feelings.

pills to stop the pain. but they never work.

nothing could mask or destroy that fucking pain you left me with when you left me for her.

your lies.

I can help you...

I'll help you, Yuri...

Trust me...

I love you.

you lied. don't deny it. you stringed me along with your sick lies. you and your stupidly beautiful face, your piercing blue eyes and your fake persona.

and now it's all your fault the bottle of pills is empty.

it's your fault. your fault i had a panic attack because i didn't have enough money for razor blades.

can't you see what the fuck you've done to me?!

it's all your fault i've become...

so numb, victor.