numb // victuri

Monday

Day 79.

I realised I hadn't been writing anything. Hah. I knew I was forgetting something. I did a lot in the past weeks when I wasn't updating my diary. I'm still counting the days since "that".

I've also counted what I've been doing.

I've purged 54 times.

I have 88 cuts on my left arm and 91 on my right. Some of them are scars, some new.

I've overdosed on anti-depressants once. I was prescribed them.

I went to see a therapist since Phichit wanted to help me out, so he got me a therapist.

And now I'm doing fucking worse than ever.