Having this label that defines me is all what people see. I was know as the bad girl the one that stays alone because she wants to but that's not true.
I had a secret.....a different life I live in my own world away for others but he brings it out...
It's been over a month since I felt this empty feeling inside me. Jazmine was happy in Tanks arms and I was here with my girl but it doesn't feel the same no more. I put on this mask on to hid my broken hart and no matter how much medicine I take it gets stronger. —————-
I laid there in my dark room not having any light showing when E comes in and turn them on.
" Dude you have been laying there for two days straight I know that Riley left but you need to film videos with me for Tuesday"
" ETHAN JUST GET OUT"
" Gray what's wrong your never like this"
It was hard to lie to your twin brother but he didn't need to know my hart break but than again I need to let this out before not eats me alive.
" I am not upset because of Riley's absent.....you remember the day I went to talk to Jazmine outside the movies."
" Yesss"
" Well........I told her the truth about Tank and she didn't believe me.....but the thing was I couldn't bare seeing her with him"
" What do you mean"
" I like Jazmine.....and that day I told her....by kissing her....but she told me she didn't feel the same way so I can't stop thinking about that kiss"
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Ethan gave me this face he makes when he was shocked and trusted me he was very surprised about me kissing Jazmine. I felt like I lost something and I knew it was gone forever but I didn't know it will hurt this bad. ————-
After a few minutes talking to Ethan he made me get up off my ass and go film with him. After filming a challenge Ethan had to be severely punished.....by running into a store with a dipper on😏🤣🤣. After filming him running out embarrassed I hear a faint familiar voice.
" Gray ?" " Jazmine"
The sudden smile wiped away at the sight of Jazmine and how her long brown hair rested on her shoulders.
" What are you doing here😔"
" I .....um....getting boxes and tap so I could finish packing my things "
My heart sunk deep in me causing me to be silent.
" I am moving a few hours from here....I was meaning to tell you but I didn't know how "
Jazmine POV
It's been a month since I told Grayson I didn't like him and I feel a whole inside my heart bigger than any other but I had to let him go........ He would forget about me once we graduated and he needs to be happy without me. With all this feeling stuff that I have never considered until Gray I had to end things. I had my mother convinced that I should go stay with Aunt Marg and change schools for my education but I had to leave....I can't get over Gray if I would see him everyday and still feel like I want to kiss him again....and I cannot get over him.
" I am moving a few hours from here....I was meaning to tell you but I didn't know how "
I didn't know how to tell him because I didn' know how I'll do it without crying. After a few minutes of silence I walked away from Grayson and E and headed home. I pulled up to my house seeing a text for Ethan
Ethan🐢; i am sorry about that back there he just haven't been the same since you turned him down....
Me: You know about that 😔
Ethan🐢: he couldn't let it eat him inside....he really likes you Jazmine
Me: I know and ....... I just know
So bad I wanted to tell Ethan everything to my break up with Tank and how much I like Grayson but I had to leave this all behind..
Ethan🐢: Okay bye talk to you later.
All day I had packed to leave and by 12pm I left saying a last goodbye to the person I liked by passing his house. All throughout the drive I would see the memories of his smile and the way I felt with him until I made it home.....my new beginning.
