The Break Up |Vkook FF

Chapter 7 [M]

Taehyung Pov

I went straight to the dinning area and ate my lunch

"Are you that hungry,tae ?" Namjoon ask, I already ate 2 plates
"Yeah, I'm tired of playing hyung" while munching

I look around ,I cant find our sunshine

"Hyung where is hope hyung ?" I didnt see him when we arrive earlier
"I'll look for him, maybe he is in our room" Yoongi standing up from his seat

Btw, after the conversation me and Jungkook had, he still havent come out from the room maybe he fall asleep, he is a heavy sleeper anyway

Jimin is not even here, I, Jin and Namjooon are the one whos here

later that afternoon,We decided to watch the movie the grudge

We all gathered in the living room except for Jungkook and Our sunshine is back, "Taetae"  he run from upstairs and hug me "Hyung, your to heavy, get up" I saw Yoongi smiled and told Jhope to sit with him

I was the only one on the floor watching, All of them are sitting on the sofa, there are 3 sofas by the way

I'm getting scared already
And suddenly, someone sit beside me and It was Jungkook, I just ignore him and continue watching

He move closer to me, "what are you doing ?" he just ignore me like that
I focus my attention on the popcorn, Im already getting scared but I try my best not to let them know

I feel Jungkook hold my waist and pull me closer to him, "You are scared, arent you baby?" I just glared at him without saying a word

He put the blanket around us both,
I was shock when the girl came out so suddenly, Jungkook hold me tight and put my head into his chest "dont be scared babe,I'm here" he assure, tapping my shoulder and I hug him tight

"I just want to remind you that,we are  still not okay, got it" he just laugh at my statement and  hug me "Yeah yeah, got it babe, we will talk later" he kissed my nose "Good"

I could feel no fear any more,Im getting sleepy "Just sleep babe" I nodded feeling his warm and proceed to dreamland

When I wake up Im already on my bed with Jungkook hugging me 
"hey, you awake" he said,I slightly push him away "were not okay yet" we both sit on the bed

"okay lets talk, You go first" I nodded looking up to him
"Are you blaming me from what happened to Jimin earlier ?"  he shrug

"Not blaming you tae, I'm just concern to the both of you" really? both us huh ? maybe not

"both of us? really ?it doesnt seem like it earlier tho" slightly shouting, I stood out from the bed

"Why are you thinking like that huh, Taehyung ?" he shouted back glaring he was already angry , I am too

"what ? that you prioritize Jimin more than me? its true isnt it ?" he is still sitting on the bed frustration all over his face

"what the heck are you saying ? its not like that, you are being childish again, please stop it tae. I'm tired dealing with that side of yours"  hw and that hits me,

I am difficult to deal with, thats why people easily get tired of me, I will not be surprise if someday Jungkook will leave me because of this

"I'm sorry" I nodded my head and rush inside the bathroom, I locked it immediately, I stand behind the door.My heart hurts, my vision is also getting blurry and I could feel my breathe getting heavier tears flows from my eyes

"tae ? baby ? are you okay ? I'm sorry I didnt mean to say that" he was knocking the door multiple times

I clear my throat first before speaking
"Your right kooks I'm being childish again and I'm sorry" more tears flow in between my eyes I put both of my hands to cover my mouth so that he wont hear me cry

"No baby, Im sorry please come out,please please, we will fix this" He try opening the door

"I'm okay kook, I'll just take a shower,no need to worry about me, just leave me alone for a while" I can hear him sigh before going out of the room

Then, thats when I breakdown, I cried and cried while sitting behind the door

I tried standing up to the find the blade, I hide it here somewhere but I forgot were is it

"Where are you ?I need you right now" I look for it everywhere but I cant find it
"Where are you, please come out" I cried and cried, I saw my reflection in the mirror and I feel disgusted

"Yah ? your so ugly taehyung, thats why no one loves you" I laugh sarcastically
"Even Jungkook dont love you because you are not pretty as Jimin thou" I started crying while laughing

"Look at yourself tae, you are so pathetic" I look at my side and found the thing that I was looking for

"Oh ? there you are, I look for you everywhere, who put you there tried to hide from me huh  ?" I hold the blade and I'm ready to cut my wrist

"Jungkook wont deal with a childish brat like you anymore cause you are going to disappear soon" I talk to myself in the mirror

"And he wont be stress anymore, he will be more happy a-and a-ll of them will be happy too especially Jimin, and thats good tae" I smiled seeing myself in the mirror crying

I put the blade on my wrist ready to cut it when suddenly the door open

"BABY! FUCK DONT" I saw Jungkook running towards me crying with other members behind him

He throw away the blade that I was holding and hug me tight 

"D-Dont dont, please dont do it baby please, fuck ! I wont forgive myself if something happened to you" He cupped my face and kiss me deeply tears flowing

"Kookie ?" I smiled "You'll give me that blade right ?" I ask him, trying not to try "because you']] be more happy if you'll not handle a childish like me"

"a-and Jimin will be happy too" I smiled on Jimin that is on the door standing
"And everyone would be happy, Taetae wants that kooks" I said smiling to Jungkook who was now crying everyone was crying

"No taetae, hyungie wont be happy if taehyungie would be gone" I smiled at Yoongi "You would be hyung-"
 
Thats the last thing I remembered before everything went black

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I cried writting this chapter really :(
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