Chapter 13: The bad voices in my head

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(A/n note and edit on 7/16/18: Idk if i was high while making the title but it wasn't chapter 15...it was 13)

-=Nobody's P.o.V=-

Riend: Come overrr....

Boyf: Why? I just sat down.

Riend: I miss you....

Boyf:   We literally got out of school 2 minutes ago.

Riend: Plzzz

Boyf: Sleepover or nah?

Riend: yessssss

Boyf: Alright...im coming over rn.

Riend: yey <3

Michael stopped texting him and waited him to come over.


Michael heard a knock at the door and ran to get it. He opened it and saw Jeremy.

"Boyfff!" Michael shouted and jumped into his arms.

"Hey Micha." He said kissing Michael. 

"What were you planning on doing while I was here?" He smiled at Michael

"We could do many things Jeremy! We could watch a movie...video games... or we-"

"VIDEO GAMES IS NUMBER ONE PRIORITY ON OUR LIST!" He interrupted Michael.

Michael looked at Jeremy. "This is why i love you Jeremy..." They laughed for a while.

"First on our list is Video games....then a movie? then sleepppp." Michael said trying to plan out his night with his favowite person.. (lol im sorry)

"Sounds good. I'll race you to the basement." Jeremy started running and Michael ran after him.

Jeremy ended up making it there first because he got a head start....

"You cheatedd!" Michael whined. "No i didn't..."


"Why are you whining... Jeremy gets annoyed by your whining you know."

The Squip said. Michael sighed and turned on the console and game.
"Micha? Whats wrong?" Jeremy looked at Michael who didn't even look up to answer him.

He sat back down on his beanbag chair. Jeremy moved his closer to Michael's. 

He booted up the game and they sat for hours. Michael was the person to die every 3 seconds because the Squip was trashtalking him. Michael's happiness faded.


"Michael?"

"Jeremy, I-Im tired... can we sleep?" He looked up at Jeremy, on the verge of tears.

"Are you seriously about to cry...? How pathetic."


"Sure..." They got up and turned off the console.

Michael layed on the bed. 

"Jeremy? Can you sleep up here?" Michael said sleepily.

Jeremy blushed. "U-Uh...sure Micha.." He layed next to his Riend face to face.

"Goodnight Jeremy."

"Night Michael."





"Do you really think he loves you? I bet he's doing this out of pity....."

Stop....

"Michael...we both know he doesn't really like you....he hates you..."

....why are you saying this?

Michael whined a little in his sleep. Jeremy didn't seem to notice as he was fast asleep cuddled next to Michael.

"Because you need to know the truth... He doesn't really love you. He was acting weird while stress eating... he worries about you too much.. don't you ever take a minute to worry about him?"

Shut the hell up Squip

"I'm just saying the truth..."



Michael was about to cry but just closed his eyes and tried to sleep.




"He doesn't really love you..."



Michael sat up quickly shaking the bed. Jeremy woke up and saw that Michael was in tears.

"Michael? What's wrong?"

Michael hugged Jeremy tightly crying into his chest.


"Michael why are you crying?"


Michael didn't say anything. He just lifted his head up to see Jeremy.


"J-Jeremy? D-d-do you love me?"

Jeremy looked down at Michael. "Of course I do Michael... your my favorite person... my best friend...no your my boyf-riend..." He smiled and pecked Michael's lips.


"He's lying...."

"A-are y-yo-you lying Jeremy?"

Jeremy shook his head. "No Michael where are you getting these thoughts from?"


"He's getting annoyed~" The Squip taunted him breaking Michael even more.


"D-Do you think im annoying?"


Jeremy looked confused. "Michael...stop listening to it. I love you..."


"Just stop listening to him... he won't care if you die..



Michael broke down sobbing harder.

"STOP! STOP!" He let go of Jeremy and quickly cupped his ears to silence the voices the knew they wouldn't stop. 

"STOP TALKING TO ME!" 

Jeremy looked at Michael in shock.

He looked up at Jeremy.

"J-Jeremy....p-please make them stop..." he whined. 


"I told you was annoyed. By the whining and now you screaming."

Jeremy pulled Michael closer to him as he cried.

"Michael...it's okay...i-"

"YOU SAY IT WILL BE FINE BUT IT HASN'T GOTTEN BETTER...."

Jeremy let go of Michael. 

"I- i'm sorry...I should've worded it better..." He sighed.

"Just try and get some sleep... Micha."

Michael layed back down and moved closer to Jeremy cuddling him.

"I'm sorry..." Michael whispered into Jeremy's ear.

Michael kissed his cheek and fell asleep.



(ITS SO GOD DAMN FLUFFFFYYYYYY)

(IM A FANGIRL AND IT NEEDS TO STOP!)

(BYEEEEEE IM GOING TO SLEEP)


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