'I Do Love You....' (BMC Boyf Riends fanfic)

Chapter 27: Scars and Memories

(Tw: Mentions of self harm. tbh i dont even like writing angst or stuff about suicide but I am today.)

-=A few months after the....'Break up?'=-

-=Jeremy's P.O.V=-

Its been a while since me and Christine got together. I haven't talked to Michael since then but...he ran away from me. That's not my problem. I had all I needed Christine and popularity.

Christine loves me and I love her. I don't know what was wrong with Michael that day saying he loves me. I never dated him. (FUCC YOU JEREMY)

I was standing with Christine, Brooke, and Chloe

"Hey...Jeremy?" I looked at her. "Where is Michael?"

I shrugged. "A while ago he just stopped talking to me."

"Weren't you two dating?" Chloe and Christine looked at me.

"We never dated. You think we did too?" Chloe and Brooke looked at each other.

"No..it's just that- never mind. So I am having a cool party at my house if you want to invite people. I will invite Michael myself if you two aren't friends." She said.

I nodded.

The bell rang and we all split paths.

-=Time skip to Day of the Party bc i am a lazy ass bish=-

-=Michael's P.O.V=-

I sit in my bed with red puffy eyes and tears streaming down my face.

Ting!

I turn and look at my phone. I wipe my eyes.

 Doyouwannarideeeee: Hey...Michael. You okay?

BrokenHeartedGay: Not really.

Doyouwannarideeeee: Whats wrong?

BrokenHeartedGay: Jeremy didn't even know we dated when I told him I loved him.

Doyouwannarideeeee: Do you want me to come pick you up? I am having a party today. I know they aren't really your thing...but...still

BrokenHeartedGay: Sure...nothing better to do.

Doyouwannarideeeee: Ok..I will pick you up in 30 minutes. Bye

BrokenHeartedGay: Bye.

I turned to put my phone down on the bedside table and saw some picture of me and Jeremy. I closed my eyes, and tightened them feeling the tear going down my cheek.

I got up and put my hoodie on over a plain black shirt. I looked over at my backpack when I got ready. I saw the 'Player 1' pin that Jeremy got me. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I fought back the tears and grabbed the pin. I put it on my hoodie and went outside.

Doyouwannarideeeee: Im here.

I went outside to her car and got in.

"Hey." She looked at my face. "Hey Brooke."

"How long have you been crying. It looks like forever!" She started to grab and napkin and put some water on it.

"2 months. I have been crying for hours at a time." She handed me the damp napkin. I wiped my eyes and put it in my pocket.

"Thanks. I just don't know what got into him-" tears were forming in my eyes. "-after all the things he has said or done to me how could it just end like that?" My breathing quickened, and more tears fell.

"Woah...calm down Michael!" She said and turned on the car. "It's okay...you don't need to-"

"And then it just ends...with no context or anything! He was what I needed. Everything that has happened he made me feel safe! After I was squipped, after the incident, after everything!