You can skip if you want next time will the art stuff.
I am bad at updating my stories. I seem to always get writersblock when I start a story or get distracted. I am still in school and have extra curricular commitments like swimming and Japanese amongst my tons hobbies.
Not to mention ADHD. Which is annoying af even on the medication but mostly I'm just bad at long-term commitment (funny how I've been an artist for 5 years yet I say this).
I'm trying something new to see if this approach works. Having a loose schedule will hopefully work like it has irl. I shouldn't stress about this too much I have enough stress to deal with.
Like you know that deep self hate and awfully close to social anxiety that developed by having only one or at most 2 actual friendships (that did't stab you in the back) and bullied the hell out of when I was 9 till 12 with some people still on it afterwards.
(This may sound edgy, it's not. l like to joke about it and it's my fault anyways. No seriously I could have done something the entire time. I was smart for my age but still a kid.)
Sorry of the long ass nooote this was something like a list of excuses (kinda therapeutic as well). *Sad trombone sound* Eh, probably the most personal thing I've posted. Dunno if anycares cares but I felt like I should have wrote this. I'll be resuming to the regular shit and rando posting next time.
Noochez signing out.
またね ばか。タロいまと由梨ちゃん、すきです！秋葉原は危ない。おたくは危ない。
Go learn japanese if you haven't, 由梨 is a name btw. It was random kuso anyways.
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Short StoryI like art music and the visual, mostly drawing. In this you will see shïtty chord progressions, colourful drawings, edgy song lyrics with messy sketcheeses and story drafts in between. This is random stuff that I want to get in the world. I'm bad...
