The Tragedy Of Losing You (On Hold)

CHAPTER 2

The bus ride

It was him... Shitt!!!!!

My heart beat started increasing and my hands started sweating...it happens to me when I'm nervous mostly.

But why was I nervous now? I mean we had been talking on the phone like messaging and calls. I wasn't nervous on the phone but his voice however made me get butterflies in my stomach whenever we used to talk on the call...

Maybe its a different thing when you talk to someone on the phone and a different thing when you actually see them in person. Its like you have this specific scenario in mind of how it'll be between you and him when you first meet him...

I was so lost in my thoughts when I realised he was standing near the seat ahead of me talking to one of the main members of the camp about something, I wasn't really that bothered because he was part of the main members group that had about 10-15 people from different cities...

So basically these members have to ensure all the people who filled in the forms to attend the camp, be there to go or have sat in the bus and to make sure no one's left behind.

Anyway, his conversation finished and he started to walk towards where I was seated. I panicked and started fidgeting with my fingers...another bad habit of mine when I'm nervous.

I couldn't get my eyes to meet his but when I finally did his eyes met mine and I felt this warmth... Its like we stayed like that for a few minutes before he started walking ahead, not before throwing me one of his famous smiles. The smile that kills hearts...

When he did so I think I melted a little on the inside.

I smiled to myself replaying his smile again and again before I was interrupted rudely by my stupid friend Amy...

"We haven't even reached the camp and here you are smiling to yourself... Ass! "
She says wiggling her eyebrows at me.

I blushed when she told that...

I realised sky was there too standing behind Amy and the both started laughing at my now red face.

I decided to change the topic and ask
"How are the three of us going to fit on a two-seater?"

Sky was the first one to reply, " Eh don't worry idiot! I want to sit alone for this journey because sitting with either of you will make my head hurt and I might have a serious headache so you two can sit together."

I agreed with her, I mean she was right because Amy and I talked a lot and maybe that's why i hardly bothered to make any friends...

After finally deciding on how to sit and all we settled properly and I got quite comfy until Amy decided to go to the back where the rest of her famous friends sat.

Honestly, there was one bad thing about Amy considering her being from a rich family, she had made friends with the other rich people whom her family knew and she'd always leave me alone when she saw them.

And that's what she did.

Amy got up and went to the back of the bus where the rest of her 'friends' were and sat with them leaving me alone with the empty seat.

Unfortunately for sky she had to sit with a kid who was around 12 years old so she couldn't come sit with me.

Even sky hated it when Amy left us for her friends.

' Well maybe I'll sit the journey all alone then...' I thought to myself.

After a few hours of sitting alone I decided to write some stuff. And one of the member decided to distribute the food to those who were hungry. And then I saw him get up to help...

He started distributing the crisps and when he reached me I just refused so he purposely put the packet on the empty seat as well as the juice bottle and walked away smirking.

I decided to leave those untouched and went back to writing my stuff in the poetry book...

A thought came to my mind followed by the urge to write a poem...

And so the thinking began...

I was so deep in thoughts that I didn't realise someone was talking to me..

"May I sit here?" He asked.

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