Nyla has done everything to escape the past but it keeps on coming back challenging her in ways unbelievable.Certain decisions she cannot undo that will make 1 decision bigger than the rest.
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A lot can happen in 3 months the same way a lot can happen in 2 weeks..2 weeks ago me and Quavo rekindled something you called love in his grandmother's bathroom it's shameful and pathetic it makes everything confusing considering he has a whole girlfriend and me well? I'm single with a capital italic 'S' and I prefer it to stay like this for a long time.
'Nyla you always seem to be angry and full off problems whenever you come by it's not a healthy life choice to keep everything in'
Maysa the woman I once hated rubs my shoulder in comfort she's become my support and caring system these past few months I don't ever come around when my father is present only when he as at his work or whatever beside from that I don't see or talk to him he's blocked on any platform to contact me and considering the fact he lives in this house and he still hasn't seen me is rather amusing.
'Maysa I'm not holding anger I've just had a life full off pain I still have my self harming scars on my arms which as a teenager was a mission everyday to hide I'm just tired and I'm growing older now so I can't keep on restarting my whole life,I moved here to escape from problems only to be rencountered with new ones'
'I understand Nyla but you can overcome everything remember everything happens for a reason and you are a very smart and pretty girl you will get far in this life don't worry'
Maysa wraps her tanned hands around me smothering me in a motherly hug something I haven't got in years just as we embrace in this nice moment the door opens suddenly banging against the door behind it,in walks my father shouting he arrives at the opening of the living room door and halts his eyes on mine,I lean back from the hug and stand up from the couch Maysa sighs and starts to rub her forehead knowing a argument is about to start.
'So Nyla you have decided to come back and to Maysa?'
'I have not decided to come back you stupid fool I've actually came to talk to Maysa someone who has shown me love and I really don't like this bad energy so I'm going to excuse my self from this hole and hopefully one day Maysa will too.'
'I'm the stupid fool?, after everything I have done for you this is how you want to treat your own father you are just fast like your mother to be honest opening up your legs like the little hoe you are'
I've never felt more insulted how could my own father talk about his own daughter and ex wife like this I understand my father and mother had reasons to be treated like an object and talked about like a scoundrel enrages me and I'm not about to sit here and take it.
'Well father at least I'm not running a illegal business which can get you arrested for many years so I'll keep your mouth shut from now on have a good day'
Standing up my father fumbles for words but he only gets out I's and buts it does not stop me from making it to the door and out of the house of course with my saying bye to Maysa I'm into my Lexus and driving to my lunch shift and the Old people home.
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Rubbing the back of my sole from all the rubbing I've gained today I close my eyes ready to fall asleep when someone knocks on my door I roll my eyes huffing making my way to my house door and opening it I,'Nyla we got to talk'
'What do you want we ain't got shit to talk about now do we?'
'Stop fucking about with me Nyla you know exactly what we have to talk about and I'm talking about 2 weeks ago'
Quavo slams my door shut behind him hot on my heels as I walk into my kitchen to get a glass off water sleep heavy on my mind I'm a little surprised Quavo knows where I live since I haven't told him or contacted him or even come in contact with him until 2 weeks ago.
'Quavo I'm growing very tired and very agitated by the second and if I don't want to talk about something I have the right not to my opinion on this whole thing is that we fucked up,we were just both horny and needed a release now you know better then too cheat but hey bob's your uncle.'
Quavo looks me up and down playing with his chains on his neck,his tongue swipes against his bottom lip teasing me,I cannot lie it turns me on a little bit but I'm not going to go there before I end up pregnant I'm even surprised I'm not pregnant now considering how many times I have had sex with Quavo without any sort of protection.
'We fucked up a nigga will admit it,but I don't like the way we left everything 3 months ago I didn't want this shit to happen I can't lie to you I've been missing yo ass a little bit but you will always have my heart Nyla but I'm just going to leave it there for you to think so I'll just leave..nice house by the way.'
Quavo starts to walk off but I rapidly run over and grab his arms spinning him around I stare into his eyes but don't say anything,'You will always have a place in my heart too but it's best we leave it at that and leave this situation with many gaps but with no hate'
He gives a small smile and raises his hands to ruffle my hair before I remove his hand and watch him leave my house I didn't even get to ask him how he got here I'm guessing Maysa or something.
Why can't my life ever just be simple I wanted Me and Quavo's relationship not something I've dawned on and ever since the Damien situation I look at everything and especially Quavo differently it's really taunting I've lost Summer I haven't got a contact from her in ages I'm guessing she's back in England or something but I'm worried I've been living my life these past few months under the radar and as comfortable as I can but it's turning out to be difficult but this was just the beginning of what was worse there was even more to come.
