Homecoming//Sons of Anarchy//Happy Lowman

Make Amends

Milo and Tig stood face to face. Milo stood strong her gaze not faltering while Tig was fuming. "Wanna repeat that sweetheart?"

"I think you heard me just fine Tiggers." A knock on the door caused the small staring contest to end. Sack walked in to let Tig know they were leaving in ten minutes before walking out.

"Think about what I said." Smirking to herself Milo walked out.

After Milo had left his room Tig had a lot to think about. Had Clay corrupted him without his knowledge? He knows he's changed but it was for the best interest of the club. But he had threatened Milo's life. The one person he swore he was going to protect. Maybe it was jealousy. Once Happy was in the picture she didn't need him as much.

Maybe he needed to makes things right. It might not ever win Milo over but its a start. But that was for another time. As for Milo she was actually proud of herself. Sure it was a big risk but she stood up for herself and the person she loved. Now all she had to do was talk to Happy.

She called him even though she knew he wouldn't answer. Her only other option is to wait for him to return. Going up to his dorm room she wasn't surprised that his room was a mess. Since she had time to spare she decided to clean it up a little bit.

She washed clothes, made the bed, folded laundry. Walking over to his desk she started cleaning it off when something caught her attention. Sitting down she looked at the handful of drawings of crows. Each one was designed a little differently than the last.

"What are you doing in here?"

Letting out a small scream Milo turned to see Happy standing in the doorway. Standing, she actually was finding this harder than confronting Tig.

"I came to talk."

"We have nothing to talk about."

"Five minutes Happy. Please." He stood there quietly before mumbling 'fine.'

"I know you're pissed off at me. You have every right to be. I ignored you, pretended you didn't exist, that I didn't care about you. I did it to protect you."

Happy rolled his eyes. This was the pathetic excuse she came up with. He didn't need protecting. He didn't have time for this. Not caring too hear anymore Happy turned to leave.

"After you left Tig came into my room. Grabbed me by the throat and threatened to kill you if i didn't agree to end things. I don't know why but i know i didn't want anything happening to you."

Happy turned around. "Why didn't you say anything?"

"Because I'd rather you be alive and hate me than dead. Because i love you to much to watch anything happen to you because of me."

"That wasn't your choice Milo."

"Maybe not but i had to choose. If I didn't I wouldn't be standing here. I'm done losing people Happy. I've lost Donna, Tig, Op, Jax... you."

Happy wanted to stay pissed off. He wanted to hate her. But the more she spoke the more he missed her.

"If i have no one then i have no reason to stay. I miss you Happy."

"He told me you are with Jax. Picked up where you left off."

"Pick up where we left off? Christ Hap. The only thing that happened between me and Jax was being each others first. First date, first kiss, virginity. We are best friends who trust each other. As teens it made more sense to experience those things with someone you trust than just some random stranger."

Happy stood there quietly thinking. He missed Milo but he wasn't sure if wanted to go out of his comfort zone only to get hurt again. Milo took the silence as a bad sign. Before leaving she had one question to ask him.

"Do you love me Happy?"