Amber Patrice Riley is a 23 year old straight out of Los Angeles. She shares 5 year old Xiamara Chantaé Moiré with her ex boyfriend, Xiamarion, aka Future. She seems to have it all with her family background of musicians and entertainers. She's tryi...
*play song when you get to lyrics below* Amber's P.O.V.
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"Baby here, go sit down and play." I gave Xiamara her iPad as we walked into the studio.
This was the first night of Xiamarion's tour and he had been in rehearsals back to back. He would even take Xiamara to his rehearsals just so he could see his babygirl.
"Xiamara! Hey babygirl!" Jay said giving her a hug.
"Why is it so hot in here?" I sat down at the soundboard.
"Cause I been in here making hits all day for you. It's fire."
"Great. Play me something. I just need to get this out. Right now."
"I got you just step into the booth sis."
I went into the booth, putting the headphones on, and waited for the music to play.
"Alright. It's all yours."
I just closed my eyes and let the words I wrote the previous nights flow.
"This is the saddest story I have ever heard Call early in the morning when I got the word Now she says that it's his son, he says not at all Please miss me with the excuses I am not involved. No, not at all
[Chorus:] Calm down, You know my heart, you know my heart can't take anymore, Damn Said this before, said this before, Yeah
Do you remember? Do you remember you? Do you remember? Do you remember who you were? Do you remember who you were? Do you remember? Do you remember you? Do you remember? Do you remember who you were to me? 'Cause I do
Tell all the homies that you're the one to blame And when you speak my name I'd like you to explain The lies you told me That's why I walked away I never did complain, You never heard me say, "You's a sucker ass, buster ass." If they ask Tell them that I ain't mad I'm just sad It never worked out Now you coming back, Second chance. Fuck all that You gave her what we had And yet still there's no love loss here
[Chorus] Do you remember? Do you remember you? Do you remember? Do you remember who you were to me? 'Cause I do"
All of the memories I've ever had of me and Xiamarion just ran through my mind in that moment. From to first time I seen him, to time we fell in love, to when I lost my virginity to him, to when I gave birth to Xiamara, and up until now. Just reflecting on how things changed for us. I'm tryna figure out if there was a part I played in us falling into this dark place. The love of my life wasn't who I wanted him to be.
