Amber Patrice Riley is a 23 year old straight out of Los Angeles. She shares 5 year old Xiamara Chantaé Moiré with her ex boyfriend, Xiamarion, aka Future. She seems to have it all with her family background of musicians and entertainers. She's tryi...
Dark space I'm slipping into dangerous ways? Looking for a familiar face Not too far from home And it's all It's all, oh, too much When you can't see the shiny under the rust So you hide away, sheltered from the rain And I've been getting tired of these letters I see you writing on the walls And I've been walking though my own disaster Thinking it's time to move on I don't wanna run from a bullet Gotta leave my candlelight burning If it goes out, I will lose it Gotta let my candlelight burn, burn, burn I feel something pulling Gotta leave my candlelight burning If it goes out, I will lose it Gotta let my candlelight burn, burn, burn, burn Here I lay In my bed with everything I hate Dreaming of a distant place But I'm half way gone Do you love or do you cry? Do you give up or do you try? Do you live a lie or live a life? Oh my, oh my/ who am I? And I've been getting tired of these letters I see you writing on the walls And I've been walking though my own disaster Thinking it's time to move on I don't wanna run from a bullet Gotta leave my candlelight burning If it goes out, I will lose it Gotta let my candlelight burn, burn, burn I feel something pulling Gotta leave my candlelight burning If it goes out, I will lose it Gotta let my candlelight burn, burn, burn, burn Bullet Ooh-ooh, yeah Burning Lose it Burn, burn, burn (bullet) Yeah (burning) Lose it (mm-hmm) Burn, burn, burn, burn Amber's P.O.V.
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I woke up this morning still wrapped in Xiamarion's arms. He was holding onto me so tight, like I was gonna leave him or something. I told him that I had to use the bathroom and he let me get up. After I handled my business, I checked on Xiamara. She was still sleeping. I know she was confused and scared because she didn't know what was going on. I just didn't want her to be around all of this drama.
I honestly don't feel like being bothered with anyone today. I just need to be left alone for while so I can at least try to enjoy the rest of my pregnancy. I don't walk around being sad. Xiamarion was actually supposed to be at the airport right now because he had to perform at a basketball halftime show, he canceled to stay home with me and make sure I was okay. We had turned our phones off too because everybody and their damn mama was blowing us up.
We didn't even get to open any of our gifts at the baby shower since that whole catastrophe happened, so that's what I'm gonna do today. I went back into the room and got in the bed, grabbing the tv remote. As I was watching my show on Netflix, I started getting hungry. I didn't feel like getting up and I was really craving breakfast from McDonald's.
"Baby." I tapped Xiamarion tryna wake him up. He was still knocked tf out, so I hit him in his chest hard asf.
