Pats pov
I fell asleep as soon as i told belch i loved him. It was true i did.
Time skip to morning
'Pat you need to wake up' vic said sitting on the bed. Vic pushed my hair out of my face as i opened my eyes. 'Its too early to wake up' i complained rolling over. 'Come on pat' vic said. 'Can we talk ' i said. 'About what ' vic said 'The kiss' i said sitting up. He nodded 'Im sorry ' i said. 'Sorry that you played with my feelings or sorry it happened or both ' vic said standing up. 'Vic sit back down please. ' i said pulling him back down. 'Why should i. I actually thought you liked me but then you got with belch. ' he said desperatly trying to hold back tears.i do like you maube i dont know its complicated. 'No vic im sorry that we havent had time to talk about it. What do you mean played with your feelings' i asked. He looked away again as i saw a tear fall down his face. Vic stood up and walked out. I didnt stop him this time 'tell belch i dont feel very well' i said. I didnt vic crying or belch and even henry crying made me physically sick to my stomach. I truly didnt give a shit about anyone else but they are my family. My dad dont give a shit about me. Cause what i did to avory. I heared the door open as i laid back down. 'You and vic kissed then you dropped him like he was just anoyher whore' Henry shouted at me . oh its him. 'Woah woah wait what' belch said. 'I said i was sorry is that not enough' i shouted standing up. 'No you played with your "best friends " feelings and then dated belch straight away. The same fucking night patrick' Henry shouted at me. I heared a sob so henry put his hand over my mouth to hear vic crying. 'Look what you fucking did pat. You did that' henry said to me before running back up to vic. 'Vic baby open the door. ' henry said through the door. The crying intensified. 'Come on vic' i said from behind henry. Vics crying broke my heart. 'Move pat ' henry said. 'Vic please unlock this door ' henry said once more. The door unlocked and vic pulled henry in and locking it again.
'Fuck i said punchig the wall. 'Come on baby lets go for a drive ' belch said putting his arm around my waist. Once we got jn the car and started driving belch started to tap the steering wheel. Something he did when he was nervous. 'Your mad at me' i said as he pulled over somewhere. 'What no' belch said texting someone. 'Your mad at me because i kissed vic ' i said picking a cut in my arm. 'Dont do that im not mad at you cause you kissed vic we werent dating then. But the same night we got together ' belch said getting cut of by a call. 'Ignore it ' i said looking out the window. 'No now shut the hell up and dont talk' belch said harsly. 'Can you tell me everything baby' henry said to vic once he had calmed down. 'Do you like him ' i said. 'but not as much as you' vic laughed. Vic likes me 'When did it start. ' henry asked. 'When mom died he was there for me every day and every night. It was almost as if he liked me back. Then when i broke my leg and when you two kissed i though my chance with him or you was gone' vic said as i heared him crying. I was still looking out the window. 'Then before I went on stage he kissed me and it made me feel happy. the first time after mom died i felt genuinly happy. But realized you were dating it made me feel worse. During my song i had a guilty feeling about betraying you henry. ' vic said as i started to cry silently. The worse type of crying. 'When i told you that we werent dating what happened. ' henry said i grabbed belches hand and rested my head on his shoulder. ' im not sure if i felt happy or not because i was happy pat didnt cheat but upset because you and pat were infact not happy or belch in fact. The worst feelings in the world are knowing your crush doesnt like you back and knowing your friends arent truly happy. And i know i will never be able to make any one thst happy because im me.' vic said. Im his crush. I thought it was Henry. Thats why he chose. Belch kissed my cheek as the crying was mire visable Turning around belch texted 'Im sorry henry that i just dumped everything on you. I shouldnt be this weak. But you know ' vic said. 'You make everyone in the gang truly happy everyday vic. Belch and pat are gonna be hone soon and they will agree. ' henry said. 'I love you' vic said. 'I love you too' Henry said. 'Come here baby' belch said getting in the back. I climbed in after his and let out an audible sob. I didnt realize i hurt him so much. 'Im sorry ' i said to belch as he held me. 'Im so fucking sorry' i cried. I never cried not after Avory died. Not after my grandma died who i was closest to. Not after my dad. My mom still believes in me. Shes the only person exept the gang does. Now im not even sure about the gang. 'Youve got nothing to be sorry about pat. You didny know he liked you none of us did we thought he just liked henry. ' belch said rubbing my back. 'I need to drive calm yourself down okay ' reggie said kissing my lips passionatley before getting back in the front. 'I fucking love you ' i said. 'I love you too. '
When we got back in vic was against the wall henry was grinding on him while them kissing 'we eat in there ' belch said .vic saw me and quickly kissed henry grabbed his stuff and went upstairs. I sat down on one of the seats and rested my head on the cold table. 'We talked after you hung up' belch said pulling henry into a different room. 'Yeah ' henry said leaving the door open so i could hear. Asshole. 'What did pat say' henry said. 'He didnt ' belch said. I quickly sat up. He lied for me 'What do you mean ' henry said. 'When you nod your head yes but you wanna say no' i sajd trying ti make a joke. 'He didnt say anything' belch said. 'Im talking to him are you coming' henry said as the sat opposit . 'I dont know why i kissed him. Do i regret it no. Of course not. Do i like him. No im with reggie. He needs to get over it hes with you. ' i said quickly regretting it. henry leaned over the table and slapped me hard. 'What the fuck henry. ' i shouted. 'Dont henry' belch said. 'Father like son ' i muttered under my breath getting up. Henry lost it. Henry ran to me and pushed me so i fell over. 'What the fuck did you just say' henry said. 'I said fucking father like son are you fucking stupid. ' i shouted at henry. Henry started to punch me and i punched back. 'Patrick room now ' belch screamed at him 'you to henry get up stairs send vic down. I dont want to see either of you till dinner have you got it ' belch screamed. 'Crystal' i said pushing him away from away. Henry raised his fist to punch me again 'henry now' belch shouted. I saw vic at the bottom of the stairs. Henry went to kiss him but he turned his head i chuckled slightly. 'Upstairs i'll talk to you later ' vic said not making eye contact. Henry huffed and walked upstairs. 'I love you Henry ' vic said. 'I love you too' henry said before shutting the door.
Belch pushed me in the direction of our room and grabbed the controller. ' i dont want to see you till at least 6:30 give me you fucking phone' belch said. I rolled my eyes and passed him my phone. He leaned up and kissed me. 'Why pat. ' belch said going to shut the door. 'I love you' i said before he completely shut the door. 'I love you to pat' belch said shutting the door.
Belches pov.
'I love you too pat ' i said shutting the door. 'Ill be back in a minute okay' i said putting the controlled and pats phone on the side. 'Okay want me to make popcorn and we can watch a sad movie' vic said. 'Er yeah why not' i said walking upstairs. 'Henry' i said walking in to his room 'what do you want' henry said watching tv. 'Well i came to apologise for what pat said but fuck that now give me your phone and the controller. ' i said henry let out a laugh. 'Ha fuck no' henry said. Henrys phone was on charge beside me so i took it. 'Controller now henry' i said henry grunted and turned the tv of and threw the controller at me. ' me and vic will be up in a couple of hours to talk to you' i said walking in slightly and putting a movie on for him to watch. 'Not that one' henry said. I rolled my eyes and put stranger things on. 'Hey that looks like trashmouth. ' henry said pointing to mike. 'Yeah well done. ' i said shutting the door and walking out. I walked back down stairs ' just putting a movie on for pat then will be up.' i said to vic who was pouring drinks into glasses. He nodded and started singing along with the radio. I laughed and walked to my bedroom to see pat asleep with one of my jumpers on. 'Guess you dont need a movie' i laughed and kissed his temple.
'Hows titanic' vic said. 'Yeah cos i want to cry my fucking eyes out ' i said sarcastically as he started playing it.
I love belch so much in this hes like a strick mom
