well so much for updating once a week.
life just threw a bunch of crap at me again so sorry it took so long.
since i took so long to update i will try to make this longer, here it goes.
i guess the reason im still writing this is for my friend. lmao, shes the only friend i have.
she wants me to get better but i don't think something like this can go away. how do you cure something if you don't even know the disease?
it's like a muddle of things that are hard to explain. people always try to put a label on things but that hasn't worked for me. you can skim the surface but you can't break through.
they say i have major depression and anxiety, but there's something else too that i don't tell them about. i think if i told them, they'd decide there's no hope for me and stop trying.
whatever. it doesn't matter.
there's your update even though no ones reading this.
hopefully ill update next week.
YOU ARE READING
diary-journal thing
Randomi think it's a journal? or diary? what's the difference anyways oh well. so basically a book including all the dark, shitty parts of my life. yay.
