so this is supposed to help. well it's really not making me feel much better.
so my friend knows about my shitty life and said that i should 'express my feelings'. she experiences kinda the same thing so she thought writing could help cause it apparently helps her. i love her to death but really, this isn't helping.
i'm only writing this because in real life nobody listens. i know it's my fault because i push them away but when i used to try and talk nobody understood the way i needed them too. so i finally just realized that some times there's thing that only i can do for myself.
i promised her i'd write at least once a week and publish my writing because she say people will read it. haha nope, i know that i'm going to get zero views but that's fine, i didn't expect anyone to want to read this in the first place.
well this is short but it doesn't matter i'll just update next week.
YOU ARE READING
diary-journal thing
De Todoi think it's a journal? or diary? what's the difference anyways oh well. so basically a book including all the dark, shitty parts of my life. yay.
